Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me? You say that you do, but you just bite back back with venomous words with no rhyme or reason. You say you know you don't say "I love you" often which is the biggest understatement of all time. In fact it's quite the opposite. The things you say to me under your breath would be considered a heinous crime if said to any other and they are both cruel and cold hearted. Why the pain why the suffering why must you treat me with such hateful odious words that come forth from your speech. You've done me so wrong that I no longer desire to live in this degraded world with you I would rather flee to the unknown where it's cold and dark. So I'm leaving you, I'm walking away from the pain and anguish. There is nothin you can do to stop what's already been set forth in the future of my destiny. You have set my course you have steered me in the opposite direction you wanted me to go and blamed me for taking control of my life. I have stood by and watched as you make my life a living hell and tell me that it's for my own good. I will no longer watch you tear me down piece by piece, I'm going to be what I set out to be without a shadow of a doubting will rise up and tear down anybody who opposes me and my dreams. I will never be the same because of you. These words these angry despicable words you say so flippantly to my face they hurt and I cant stand it anymore. I'm leaving immediately to live my live, do you see what you did to me, I'm on my knees praising God for the freedom that I've gained from leaving you but here's one more thing despite all the wrong you've done. Why don't you love me enough to right now say " come back no I was wrong In what I did please come back and forgive me" is it that hard to apologize for just even one thing. Why don't you love me? You say you do but you don't and you've proved that countless times over and over, again and again, insult after insult, bruise after bruise, and just plain hatred towards another. I leave you now to think on these things so that you may consider all the things you've done to be wrong and I will rise above you like no other.
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PoetryThis is all my poems that I've written about various situations that I've been in and my journey through this life some are funny, and some are very deep. They all come from me. My inspiration was Eminem he inspired me to write exactly how I feel. T...
