"Continuing struggles"

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Once again the tables have turned against me. Once again I'm struggling with a thousand problems in my life and I cannot find my way to find the solutions needed to fix them. The love of my life, the keeper of my soul, and my heart is near me keeping me safe. My friends have not abandoned me, nor do they plan on ever leaving my side. My soul remains strong for all to see for they know of all my ailing horrors past and present. My will is stronger than it ever has been before. For this time I was on top, I had found a great power within my vast spiritual abundance and boundless wisdom for friendship. They tried to tear me down into the abyss of the inept this time but no, the rug was not pulled out from underneath me and the trap was not sprung. The world has not yet ended for my true family is near and ready to help me in anyway that they can. I am not someone forgotten in the wastelands of despair rotting away at the core belief that I am nothing. I am not a mere wanderer searching for a home, because I had none I stand tall in the belief that my true family is my home. I have my family and my beloved friends surrounding me with love and kindness. And sooner or later it all fades away into the darkness of the forgotten memories of old that we dare not remember. And so the cycle begins anew. All is well, the pain subsides my fears are gone, and my life is complete. I leave you now to think on these things so that you know that whatever pains you or hurts you in this world you are not alone and your real family not by blood but by choice is there to help you through anything.

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