My problem

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"My problem"

I'm so very deep within my own problem right now and I haven't even realized how much trouble I'm in. I put it aside for another day and continue on until I start to think about it again. Then I shake my head fiercely and say NO!!! Nobody knows what my situation is, and only the heart of the problem can fix it. I've just begun to realize how much it hurts me to watch or to think about it. I should have done something when I had the chance, I should have gone deeper into the pit of despair to reach my happiness, but no, I live in fear of my enemies. I live in fear of myself that ill loose control. I live as if, it could have never been, but I know it could have, I'm so insecure. Only one but knows the truth to my weakness, only one knows how much I truly care, but at what cost will I try to confront my greatest fear, what cost will I pay to fix the damage that's been done to my heart. To my conscience I must remain strong, I must remain quite, I must keep to shadows for I made a promise that I wouldn't fall, but it happened and I'm at a loss for what to do. My dearest friend if you're reading this I leave you now to think on these things and I hope you know that I'm here for you.

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