Living Life One Day at a Time

Chapter 23

I went to bed that night and i for the first time in a long time i believed in magic. In my life many things have been ripped away from me and it has taken me a long time to trust again, my childhood wasn't a normal one. Unlike others i had devastation and sadness, i never let many people get close to me becasue it hurt too much when they left. But when I was with Drake the anxious feeling and insecurity left me.

I woke up with a smile on my face, even though it was a Monday. I was excited for school, i liked school i understood school. But as I stepped in my my worries, anxiety and insecurities all came back to me.

As  i walked down the corridor it felt like everyones eyes were glaring into me and my heart started to pump faster than ever. It's not like they were nice stares they were stares full of hate i could feel myself shrinking lower and lower as i got further down the hall.

I don't know if i was imagining it but everything felt like it was closing in and my breathing was shallow.  I felt like i was going to pass out right then, even though my heart was beating hard, my legs had turned to jelly and my I couldn't figure out what my brain was saying it was all just muddled words.

As i felt like my magical kingdom was crumbling and my heart could no longer continue at the rate it was going, an angel appeared or my saviour if you'd prefer. It wasn't however my prince charming but someone just as good. 

'Bev! Beverly! Bev!' I heard Mia calling each time louder than the last. She must have picked up on the fact that my face was white my hands were sweaty and my lungs were no longer helping me breathe.  Why me? Wy now? Why? How come whenever something slightly good happens it caves in my entire world?

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