Life cans seriously be painful, in my life right now it's nothing But Pain. I don't know how to manage it. Luckily someones having a party soon so i can let loose. I honestly need a break from life!
The party came quicker then i thought it would, i know i should be shuddering at the thought of another party because of what happened last time but i feel like i need this. I want to show everyone at school and all my friends that im not weak and I can still have fun even though my life is going up in smoke.
I want to be rebel, i want to show everyone that im NOT just the good girl. I want to be bad be like the popular girls, surprise everyone. So my attitiude seemed to plan the way i dressed, I wore my best LBD (little black dress) and my highest shoes and i even went all out on the make up. I wanted to make a statement. I didn't get dressed at Mia's though, lately she's been acting funny and i don't know how to approach her. Like are we friends, am i the person you're just stuck with or do you actually want me around. All these thoughts buzz through me, but i put them in the back of my mind. Tonight, i wanted to have fun.
As i was doing the finishing touches to everything, i got a buzz. A real one this time and it came from my phone. I opened it thinking it was Mia but it was Drake. My heart started to flutter and the numbness started to spread. But it immedietly stopped and turned into a mixture of sadness and blunt anger!
Hey Bev soz don't think this will work out.
My heart sank to what felt like my knees, but that wasn't going to stop me. As much as that broke me, as much as that made me want to fall to ground and cry. I wasn't going to give him or anyone else the satisfaction. I was going to that party and not even the only thing keeping me going which has just left leaving was gioing to stop me.
As soon as i got to the party, the atmosphere surrounded me and took away all my feelings of anything. This is my party, my time to shine. Of course the first person i saw was that gutless creep, then ironically i saw Tyler next. I don't know what came over me bit i threw myself at Tyler. Nobody got a word in edge wise but as confused as i was it did feel good to make Drake hurt as much as he hurt me. Even if he cared or not.
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Living Life One Day at a Time
ChickLitBeverly Lucas was just an ordinary 14 year old girl; living life, going through high school. She didn't have the dream life but she knew she had a lot more than others. Even though she was living amidst the hustle and bustle of busy Brisbane, with h...
