𝗟𝗨𝗖𝗜𝗗 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗦 | 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘹

⎡𝟭𝟭⎦

⎡𝗙𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗫⎦

I wake up and immediately start blushing.

Why did I do that?!

I- I kissed him on the cheek!

I start squealing and rolling around on my bed like a teenage girl.

Omg, what if he thinks I'm weird now?

What if he's straight?

Will he stop talking to me?

Wait-

Why am I so worried over someone who doesn't even exist?

Changbin isn't even real, I shouldn't be so worried over what he feels about me.

What I should be worried about...

is what I feel for him.

Surely, this is just some kind of attraction.

In a world where the only people I talk to are my parents, Hyunjin, Seungmin, and my teachers, my mind must have created him to get rid of the loneliness.

Because of my lack of interaction with human beings, I'm getting attracted to Changbin.

It'll go away soon, anyway.

Mom: Felix!

I hear my mom calling my name from the living room.

Felix: Coming! Give me 5 minutes!

I rush into the bathroom, fresh up, and walk into the living room.

Felix: Mom, you called me?

Mom: Yes, I wanted to ask you if you go a job yesterday? It's okay if you didn't, I can-

Felix: No, I actually did, mom. I got a job.

Mom: Really? That's amazing, sweetheart! What job?

Felix: Well...

I can't tell her I'll work in a pub, she'll go insane.

Felix: I work at a convenience store.

Mom: Oh, I was scared you found a job somewhere dangerous. No matter who much we need the money, never stoop to doing bad things, alright?

Felix: Yes mom.

She's said this so many times, it's carved into my brain.

Mom: Okay, I made you breakfast. I think you should skip school and visit your father, he's been wanting to see you.

I never get the chance to skip school, this is an opportunity that shouldn't go to waste!

Felix: Thank you, mom! I love you~

Mom: Alright alright, text Hyunjin or Seungmin to get you the homework, though. I don't want you falling behind in your classes.

Felix: ...Okay...

I practically inhale the sandwiches my mom made for breakfast and head out the door.

Felix: Mom, I'm leaving! I'll go to my part-time job after I spend time with dad!

Mom: When will you be back?

She shouts back from the kitchen.

Felix: It'll be late, I'm working the night shift!

Mom: Okay then! Be safe, don't go into alleys!

I start walking to the hospital, my mind filling up with unwanted thoughts.

All of them have one thing in particular.

Changbin.