golden - Spencer Reid

help me - chapter 9 TW!torture!blood!violence

I couldn't comprehend it..she was gone...there was blood...the door was wide open...What happened to her..Why would someone do this...She means everything to me and I know I have been a real dick lately but it was only because I was shooting up...and I hated myself for it... 

elizabeth's pov

I looked down at my stomach and seen I had a white cloth wrapped around it. It had a blood stain on it and I knew I had been stabbed. My head hurt very bad and it had been hurting since I woke up. I sighed trying to get out of the rope. I felt tears fill my eyes again as I tried harder to rip the ropes. Soon I saw a male figure standing in front of me, I went to gasped but then another person came up behind me and covered my mouth. The male in front of me pulled out a knife. My tears fell faster, I thought this was the end, I thought I was saying goodbye because of the world. I felt the cold knife gaze my arm. I inhaled deeply and shut my eyes harshly. I felt the tears fall faster and faster with every movement the males made. I was miserable and they loved it. "P-please let me g-go" I whimpered. "Awh...That's cute" One of the males said. Soon one of the man punched me, I sobbed and tried to bite my lip so I wouldn't make as many noises. I let the tears fall as they beat me black and blue. After they were done they left me in the dark with only a slip of light shining through. 

spencer's pov

We were all in cars on our way back to the BAU to figure where the hell Elizabeth could be and who had taken her. I was very worried, the only thing I could think about was if she was gone..the last memory I have of her is us in a huge fight. Tears filled my eyes at the thought, I went to grab something from my bag when I saw that Derek had taken Elizabeth's purse. I smiled weakly and grabbed it, I searched through it and felt one of her perfumes. I opened it and smelled, I let out a shaky sigh and let a tear fall. I smiled weakly once more and began to cry. Derek reached over and rubbed my back as I cried.

elizabeth's pov ~time skip, two days later~

I was hungry, exhausted and cold. I wanted to go home. I heard footsteps and froze before looking up once I heard a few gunshots and people yelling. I was even more scared then I had been because I thought someone was attacking the people who kidnapped me so they could take me. I heard the door break down and looked up at the door only to see it was Hotch and Derek. I began to cry in relief knowing I was safe. Hotch untied me and picked me up holding me close to his chest. I sobbed and held onto him. I was shivering, bloody, bruised and weak. He walked out of the building with me in his arms. He sat me down in the ambulance and sat beside me. Spencer, Emily, JJ and Rossi were still arresting the people who had taken me. When I saw Spencer my eyes filled with tears again, I thought I was going to lose him thinking he hated me. I felt Derek wrap an arm around my shoulder gently, I hadn't even noticed he was sitting with me and Hotch. I had a blanket wrapped around me now for warmth since I was still in a tank top and shorts.

~at the hospital~ spencer's pov

I was sitting next to Elizabeth, who was deep asleep. She had on cozy pajama pants and a big sweater. I was holding her hand, rubbing it softly with my thumb. I curled into my chair and slowly fell asleep holding her hand still.

~the next morning~ elizabeth's pov

I woke up feeling warm and safe. I felt someone holding my hand and jerked it away, I was still very scared to be touched, I guess it just hit me...I wonder why it didn't when Hotch and Derek held me. I looked up and saw Spencer who was now awake from the sudden movement. I looked into his eyes and held back from crying. "H-Hey" he said quietly, "H-hi" I said very weakly, I was still very hungry and still felt very weak.

 I needed to go home, I need to care for myself, I needed...to not feel like this anymore.