golden - Spencer Reid

break - chapter 19 TW!cheating,lying?

~elizabeth's pov~ 

a few months later

I woke up early even though I didn't have to. The team was on a break due to the events that had just happened. I woke up and noticed Spencer was gone. He was most likely at the library or at the store. I sighed a bit feeling sore before standing up and walking into the bathroom.  I then saw Spencer's favorite cologne was out, the one he only wore when we were going out on a date. I  gulped and bit my lip. I then brushed my hair and teeth and changed in joggers and a baggy hoodie. I slipped on my shoes and walked downstairs, grabbing my purse and walking out. I walked to the library, no Spencer. I walked to the store we would always go to, no Spencer. I sighed, where was he? As I was walking home I saw Spencer standing by a payphone and walked behind him quietly so I could hear what he was saying. "Hey Maeve, y-yeah I can talk for a bit. El-Elizabeth? No, she is at home waiting for me to get back. I know, I need to tell her but...I don't want to hurt her" He said into the payphone. My eyes filled with tears, my heart began to beat quickly. Oh god..This can't be happening.

~flash back~

It had been 3 months after haley's death and mine and Spencer's relationship was going downhill. I wasn't worried about it because I thought maybe it was because the hard case the team just had. I woke up on the couch again because I thought giving Spencer space would help, obviously I was wrong.

~end of flash back~

I kept hearing him say stuff like "I love you so much already" "I can't wait to see you" "Where should we meet up?" and I was crushed. I slowly felt my world shatter and tears started to pure down my face. I turned around. I ran home, sobbing, not being able to breath. I felt so hurt and so betrayed. I love Spencer so much, why would he do this?

getting home & spencer getting home

I had just gotten home and knew I had to tell Spencer I heard everything. My heart was broken but I had to remain calm. I walked up the stairs and brushed through my now messy hair and did light makeup so I didn't look like a train wreck. I then decided to pack a few bags and call JJ. "Hey Elizabeth, how are y-" She started but I cut her off with a sob. "I-I need a place to stay, Spencer is ch-cheating on me and I can barely stand to look at him" I blurted out with some sobs here and there. JJ was shocked and angry but she of course said that I could stay with her. Most the things were mind here so I would have to find a place to live and move all my stuff moved there. I took a deep breath and bid my goodbyes to JJ. I hung up and grabbed all 5 of my bags and walked out of the front door. That's when I saw Spencer walking up the street. My panic set in. I ran inside and grabbed my two suitcases and packed them in my car. I guess Spencer noticed and began to run home, he was shouting something but I ignored him. I grabbed my purse of my table and got in my car. I buckled up and turned the car on. That's when Spencer got to him window and began to pound on it. "Elizabeth! Elizabeth! Please! What's going on?! Do we have a case?! Why do you need that many bags?" He questioned. My eyes began to water again and I let out a sob. I rolled down the window. "Go ask Maeve what's wrong" Is all I said before I pulled out of the driveway and headed to JJ's. I was a sobbing mess and I could barely see but I somehow safely made it to JJ's. Will and JJ came out and helped me load things into their house into their guest room. Her two boys ran up to me and hugged me tightly. "Hello bubs" I said through some tears. "What's wrong aunt Liz? Where's uncle Spence?" They asked. That's when I let out another sob and Will pulled the boys aside and whispered something to them and they both took off. JJ hugged me tightly and held onto me as I sobbed. She whispered things like "You are okay" "I'm here" "You deserve better" "I'm so sorry". It only made me cry harder. My  phone was blowing up from Spencer. I knew I would have to go back there and grab my stuff and I was dreading it.

~flashback~

"Spencer I want this one!" I said happily as I pointed to a very nice TV stand and TV. Spencer and I were moving into our first house and I couldn't be happier. We already have a living set picked out and a dining room set picked out. We were missing our TV stand and TV, along with our bedroom set. "Alright! I love it!" Spencer said as he grabbed my waist and kissed me gently. It was a month after Haley had passed but we were trying not to focus on that. I kissed back and wrapped my arms around his neck. "God I love you so much" Spence said. "I love you more" I said before kissing him again.

~end of flashback~

I was laying in bed replaying that day over and over in my head. My eyes hurt from all the crying I had been doing but I couldn't stop. I missed him. Why would he do this to me? I can't go into work tomorrow, I just couldn't. I picked up my phone and looked at all the texts and missed calls I had from Spencer.

~text's~

7 unnread texts and 16 missed calls from 'Pretty boy❤️️❤️️'

"Liz please...I love you"
"Maeve is just a friend"
"Elizabeth..please"
"I'm sorry"
"Please talk to me"
"Liz."
"Fine she isn't just a friend, I have been talking to her for a long time now. I have fallen in love with her and I can't help it. I has nothing to do with you, I promise. Please come home so we can talk more. A lot of your stuff is still here, are you coming to get it? I didn't mean for you to find out this way. I knew I felt a pair of eyes on me..I am so sorry. I bet you already told JJ...She hates me now right? God..I'm so sorry" 

~end of the text's~

I couldn't help but sob. He was going to lie to me longer than he already had. I threw my phone across the room and buried my head into my pillow. JJ and her family were out so I let out a scream, a scream of pain, of mistrusted, of betrayal. I soon closed my eyes and fell asleep.

~next morning~

I woke up and looked around. My phone was on the end table and plugged in, I knew it was JJ. I grabbed it and checked the time. An hour before work started. I was now laying in bed debating if I should go in or not. I decided my job was more important then some silly breakup even though it wasn't silly. It was heartbreaking. I did my hair, makeup and changed into Spencer's favorite outfit on me. I slipped shoes on and grabbed my briefcase and walked into the kitchen. JJ was finishing up a cup of coffee with Will. "You are going into work?" JJ asled. I nodded and explained how it was more important. JJ was clearly proud of me but I was dreading this. I took a deep breath and walked out and got in my car. I prepared myself before I drove off. Today would be fun...I hope we don't get a case.