golden - Spencer Reid

cry baby - chapter 16 TW!some fighting

I read his text and began to cry again. Why did he have to say that. Why couldn't I just help him. Why don't they understand?

~Elizabeth's POV~

I woke up the next morning because I was very overheated. I sat up and rubbed my eyes that had dry tears under them. I sighed and leaned back against the bed-frame and grabbed my phone.

"Good morning, how did you sleep?"

"Hello?"

"Elizabeth it is 11:09, wake up please...I miss you"

Spencer's text made my heart throb in pain, I miss him but he hurt me. I got up and walked over to my wallet that I had placed in my back pocket well Diana was yelling at him. I walked over to my shoes and walked out of my hotel room and walked to a nearby target. I walked in, grabbed a cart and began to shop for some clothes and a phone charger. I grabbed everything I needed, and grabbed a few snacks just in case. I smiled a bit to myself remembering the first time I had to shop alone. It was a horrible time but it sure made me laugh

getting home

I had just gotten back from the store and walked into my hotel only to be met with the eyes of Spencer. I nearly dropped my bags when I see him sitting there with guilt and sorrow in his eyes. "Get...out..please" I said, my voice was shaky and my eyes began to water. "Elizabeth..Please" Spencer begged. "No! I trusted you to never judge me and yet you did! You might as well be as bad as the rest of them!" I yelled as tears continued to fall from my eyes. "I didn't mean it like that! I meant that I want to have a life with you and not have to worry about my mother!" He yelled back. "Your mother is sick! She needs your help!" I shouted. "Elizabeth I want to have kids with you! I want to marry you! I want to grow old with you! I can't do that if my mother needs my help all the time! If I know someone else can take care of her then yeah, I'm letting someone else take care of her. I'll even pay the bills for it" He snapped. He finally snapped. He said everything that was on his mind and didn't hold back at all. My eyes kept watering but not with pain, but with shock and happiness. I let out a shaky breath and walked over to him. I hugged him gently and he pulled me into his lap and held me there. "I love you so much Elizabeth and I would never...never try to hurt you" He whispered to me. "I love you too...so much" I mumbled into his head happily. 

going "home"

When we walked into Diana's house we noticed it was oddly quiet. We took a deep breath and walked around the house. I noticed her bathroom door shut and locked and sighed. "Diana...your okay. It's me, Elizabeth" I said calmly into the door. I heard movement then the door unlocked and opened. She looked like she had been crying for a bit. She looked so scared. It broke my heart seeing her like this. I looked at Spencer who had just walked over and sighed. "Mom...We need to talk toni-" I stopped him and hugged Diana gently, she hugged back and cried into my shoulder. I rubbed her back and whispered calming things to her. After she regained her breath and wasn't crying anymore I walked her to her room and laid her down. I tucked her in and told her to get some sleep well I figure out dinner then cook it. I walked into the living room and laid my head on Spencer's shoulder. "Why'd you cut me off? I have to tell her. I can't lie" He asked softly. "I didn't want to make her more upset Spencer" I sighed. "She needs to know" "I understand..we will tell her tonight..I promise" I added to his comment. He nodded and wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my head.

going to the store...again

Me and Spencer made a choice to make Diana's favorite meal tonight but we needed to go to the store first. I was walking alone in the chip aisle when I heard my name being called by a female. I turned my head and saw the girl..It was my younger sister Nicole. I gulped a bit. "Elizabeth? Is that really you? Y-your back?" She asked with a soft smile. My hair was different now, It was more blonde and a bit shorter. I was a happier person and was often told 'I was glowing with joy', I also had a whole different aesthetic. "You came back!" She beamed.  "I-I came back for Diana..Spencer's mom..my boyfriend's mom" I said calmly. "B-Boyfriend...?" She asked. "Yeah, I moved on. I "disowned" you guys after the way you treated me. I found out who my real family is. I found out who I could trust and who I couldn't. I made a life for myself, not you guys. I don't care if you guys are sorry, I don't care if it keeps you up at night, I don't care if you want your sister back. Because I'm not your family anymore. I will never forgive you guys" I broke...I let it all out. Nicole's eyes were filled with tears, her face was paled and her hands were shaking. "Eli-Elizabeth...we miss you, W-we regret everything s-so much..." She sobbed. "I don't care..you guys...destroyed me" I cried out. Yes, I was now crying. Then...my mom and dad, or the people who were supposed to be my mom and dad turned the corner and walked down this aisle. "Lizzy?" My mom exclaimed. My mom ran up to me and tried to hug me but I quickly moved away causing her to almost fall. "L-lizzy...didn't Nicole say sorry?" She asked. "You guys really don't get it huh? I'M NOT YOUR DAUGHTER ANYMORE! I'M NOT YOUR SISTER ANYMORE! In fact..I'm changing my last name next month...because I am sick! Of having your goddamn last name!" I yelled with tears falling. "Lizzy, you don't mean that" My dad tried. "I do! God! You guys made me feel horrible for something I COULDN'T EVEN CONTROL" I shouted. Soon Spencer ran over to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Is everything okay? Do I need to call 911?" He asked as he grabbed the stuff from my hands and sat in the the cart next to me. "No silly we're her family rem-" I cut my mom off by yelling one last time. "YOU ARE NOT MY FAMILY"

leaving

Once we had checked out and gotten back into the care I began to sob uncontrollably. I held my face with my hands sobbed. "Shhh, hey hey..I got you..they don't matter...I'm right here" Spencer said as he rubbed my back. In that moment I got up and climbed onto his lap, burying my head into his neck as I cried. He held me there and rubbed my back still. "They don't matter" He repeated. "You have a new family that loves you..I love you...so much" he added. "I-I love you too" I mumbled against his neck. 

Spencer was right, they didn't matter. I had a new family and an amazing boyfriend.