*detention*
Violet's POV
I sat in the back seat thinking about how miserable my life is. Why do I even exist? I hate my life. Oh no! I'm having an existential crisis AGAIN!
When I got out, I was still depressed. I was walking home and suddenly a tear dropped out of my eye, and others escaped from my eyes. I don't know why I am crying! I wasn't looking at where I was going and my eyes were all blurry, so I bumped into someone.
"Sorry I wasn't looking" I apologised as I looked up at the boy- he was tall with dark hair, and naturally tanned skin. I recognised him from school, I saw him now and then in the halls but I have never actually talked to him.
"It's okay" he said with a smile. Then he looked at me closer and said "Hey Violet, what's wrong?".
"Nothing. It's nothing"
He knew I was lying and said "come on it can't be nothing".
"Just leave me alone" I said and continued walking.
He grabbed my hand and said "I won't leave you alone".
I snatched it from his grip and yelled at him "I just wanna cry alone". I didn't mean to yell at him, it just came out.
He managed to grab my hand again and said "just tell me what's wrong".
"You won't understand" I said with a cracky voice.
"Try me" he said with determination.
I stopped and looked up into his big, honey coloured eyes. You could tell he was really concerned. I gave up and said "I was just thinking how depressing my life is".
"Why?" he asked.
"You don't care" I said with a doubting tone.
"I do care. why would I insist on you telling me if I don't?".
I stopped for a second and said "do you know how hard it is to live with an aunt that doesn't give a crap?! I never knew my parents, they died when I was very little. I've never had that awesome feeling you get when your mother hugs you. I've never felt sweetness and tenderness from my aunt. I've never even had true friends"
He then made me sit on a bench and started stroking my back. I put my face in my hands and mumbled "I wish I would just die right now" I burst into tears.
"No, don't say that" he said with a soft voice. I ended up crying on his lap. That was awkward.
When I finished crying, I sat properly. I gazed into his dreamy eyes.
"Feel better?" he asked with a smile.
"Yes. Thanks, Andrew I really needed that" my cheeks started to heat up, and I hid the blush with my fringe.
He smiled and said "anytime"
We sat in an awkward silence, I broke the silence by saying "look I really gotta go home now".
"Can I walk you home?".
"I'm not a child, I can walk by myself".
"I know but just to make sure you won't kill yourself" he joked. I laughed at his silly joke
"Sure why not!" I smiled.
A\N: so this is the fist chapter, I hope you like it :)
And in case you're wondering, Existential crisis means the feeling you get when you start questioning your existence. Just go on YouTube and see danisnotonfire's video called 'Existential crisis' and you'll understand.
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Purple Eyed Wizard
FantasySo this is a story about a girl named Violet (who obviously has purple eyes) Her life was so miserable and depressing. But what will she find out about her true identity? Would it change her life forever?
