Angel Wings

Our Little Secret

*sorry last chapter/part was short,, i wanted to leave everyone in suspence ;)) enjoyyy the rest*

''You have angel wings...'' I trail off. I can feel all the color of my face drain. I suddenly got dizzy.

''I'm sorry for not telling you guys, but you have to understand, its not an easy thing to say.'' He tries to calm me down.

I get up and look at Alana. ''If you don't want Alana to find out go to the kitchen.''

He nods. We go quietly down the stairs to the couch. He sits next to me. Its so weird seeing him with wings. They are exacly like Jason's but his are white. I can't stop staring at Jesse, how does he even hide the wings.

He meets my eyes, ''Now you know, are you mad at me?''

I nod no, ''I just can't beleive it. You look so weird.''

He ruffles his hair and rubs his eyes. ''I'm sorry.''

I look at him confused and surprised at the same time. ''For what?''

''Karen, its seven in the morning and you bearly got any sleep. Also you had a nightmare and you know about the vision. ''

''How did you know about the nightmare?''

''You talk in your sleep.'' he smiles, ''I listened to you while you were talking to Jason in the dream.''

I blush. I never knew that I sleep talk. It was weird for me.

I touch his wings again.''You shouldn't be sorry about what hapened. Also you should put your wings away. It's not long til my parents get up.''

''Okay, but can you turn around I don't feel comfortable if you're staring.'' he agrees.

I nod. As I get up so does he. I turn to the opposite wall from him. Seconds later I hear a grunt. I imagine how hard it is to hide them, his wings are so big as so are Jason's. I don't bother asking, it fellt like it would be too awkward.

''Please don't tell Alana, or anyone. Only you, Aaron, and Jason know.'' he pleads.

I just nod. ''Are you hungry?''

''A little.''

We eat pancakes and bacon alone. It was a little akward but we did talk about how he knows Jason. It was like a movie. He had a vengence with him from a personal secret. He said it was between life and death. We talk more about how he's been wanting to hunt him down for so long to stop him from being my gaurdian angel.

After breakfast I go take a shower then change into a blue dress with a black ribbon. Alana wakes up exacly when I fix the black ribbon.

''What time is it?'' she growls as she gets up and reaches for a towel.

''Jesse is in the shower, and its 2:50.'' i sigh.

''Crap. I can't wait that long til Jesse gets back.'' she sits next to me. ''So anyways what hapened last night huh?''

I shiver, all the memories and converstations fill my head. I explain to her about how Jesse and I went to the woods to see Jason and Aaron. Then i tell her about the riot at school. She yelps when I say someone dies. Also I tell her about the rest of the night. I leave out the part of Jesse being an angel and the vengence between Jason, of course.

''Well I just realized, i'm a really heavy sleeper.'' she laughs.

Suddenly Alana gets up and runs to the bathroom when she sees Jesse comes in. He laughs and goes through his bag. He takes out a pair of jeans and a dark blue t-shirt.

''It matches.'' He mumbles softy.

''What does?'' i fix my hair, its a huge wet mess.

''Your dress and my t-shirt.'' he chuckles. It sounds exacly like Aaron.

I think about the funneral. After a few seconds I come to my senses and reply, ''That's weird.'' i smile slightly.

I look at the clock, its 3:25. The day is going so slow. I wish it was five o'clock already. I want to talk to Aaron and Jason. I just hope I can figure out who killed Aaron, maby his spirit can rest after I uncover this, would anyone beleive me? What would people do to me if I try and say somthing about this? So much thoughts and so little room to keep them all in. A wise man once said, 'Your imagination has no limit, you must never forget that.' In my case, that's true.

Alana comes in with a neon pink dress, it has a black bow around the top of her stomach, just like the one I am wearing. She smiles.

''Do you like? We're kinda maching, you know?'' She's about to scream.

I nod, ''I realize that, smarty.'' I wink at her sheepishly.

She leaves the room to blow dry her hair. After you can hear the blowdryer on I imedietly take out the razor blade Aaron gave me.

''I haven't used you in a wile huh?'' I mumble to myself. I still have the urge to cut. But why? I feel the points, not as sharp as I remember. The heart in the middle is jagged too. Sharp as light.

''I thought you were over this.'' I can hear Aaron's voice in my head pleading me to put it down.

''So did I...'' A sigh slips out without permision.

I'm a mess, I really am. All these problems that I have to put up with, it hurts. Discusted at myself I tighten my grip. I feel something thick but watery. It's blood. Great. Exacly what my day needed.

''What hapened??'' Jesse and Jason come running in.

Even better, the angels are here. I sigh, ''It was an accident. No big deal.''

''How is this not a big deal, your whole hand is dripping in blood.'' Jesse takes the razor blade away from my bloody hand. ''Get me a paper towl.''

Jason nods and in a flash he's back. Alana comes in after him. Her hair is still wet, eyes big and full of concern.

''What in the world?'' she sees the bloody razor blade and shrieks.

Just perfect. All that I need now is for my parents to come in. I want to disapear in a small hole, and never come back.

Jason applies prresure to the palm of my hand. I wimper in pain. I only feel it when he presses. He tells me to go to the bathroom to wash the blood off. I do as I am told and wash it off. As i'm waching the blood I feel so dizzy. Blood freaks the living out of me. Alana and Jesse help.

''You cut yourself pretty deep.'' Alana wispers, she hates the sight of blood too.

''It was an accident, I don't cut this deep.'' Wich was true. I only cut lightly or enough to draw a little blood. This much blood just gets me dizzy and disoriented. Besides I haven't cut since two months ago.

After I get bandaged up Jason hands me the razor blade. ''Aaron?''

I nod. I take it and place it in a music box.

''How did he get the heart in the middle?''

''He engraved it until it cut through.'' I lay down and stare at the huge bandaged cut.

He nods, ''It's 5:15, do you want to leave now.''

''Might as well.'' I say.

We go downstairs and join Alana and Jesse, my parents are there too.

''Karen, we talked about this. We are goin on the couple's week vacation today. I bought food and snacks, Jesse and Alana are leaving in two days. Their parents talked to me. Be good. Don't forget to feed Coco.'' They rush out the door not noticing Jason.

I watch them drive off. ''Well Alana, me Jesse and Jason are going to the woods to meet up with Aaron. It's important.''

She looks at me sterned, but hesitates to nod. ''When are you coming back?''

''I don't know, just text me.'' I put my fone in my back pocket.

''We have to go, now.'' Jason chimes in.

I hug her good-bye, reashurring that we aren't going to be long. Then walk out the door.