Angel Wings

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''I see you standing here

But you're so far away

Starving for your attention

You don't even know my name

You're going through so much

But I know that I could be the one to hold you

Every single day

I find it hard to say

I could be yours alone

You will see someday

That all along the way I

I was yours to hold

I was yours to hold

I see you walking by,

Your hair always hiding your face.

I wonder why you've been hurting,

I wish I had some way to say.

You're going through so much

Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you

Every single day

I find it hard to say

I could be yours alone

You will see someday

That all along the way

I was yours to hold

I was yours to hold

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach

You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me

And I'm waiting for the right time

For the day I catch your eye

To let you know That I'm yours to hold

Every single day

I find it hard to say

I could be yours alone

You will see someday

That all along the way

I was yours to hold

I was yours to hold

Every single day

I find it hard to say

I could be yours alone

You will see someday

That all along the way

I was yours to hold

I was yours to hold

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach

I'm ready when you're ready for me.''

The last verse of the song, Jason sings. He smiles at me and replays the song. He got me thinking though. Next thing you now the song had played twice. Neither of us mind, especially Jason. He leans down and looks at me straight in the eyes. He waits to sing the last verse to me again and goes in for a kiss.

I got paralyzed but somehow turned around. ''Jason, no. My boyfriend died today and you're already making a move on me.''

The music stops. ''I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me...'' He starts wispering.

His eyes meet mine, ''Its okay.''

Jason gets up, ''I should go..''

''What, no! Just stay, i'm sorry about the whole kiss thing, but please don't leave.''

''I-I-I can't...'' His voice cracks, ''Not now.'' Jason's wings sprout out of nowhere.

''No no please, Jason I need you. Don't go. I'm sorry!!'' I try to hold him down but he flies away. Tears were in his eyes.

I watched as he flew off, Jason only looked back once and changed direction. Instead of away from the house he went straight up.

I scream at the top of my lungs. Even Coco got scared. I was so close to jumping out from the window. Tears overflowed and burst out. I looked in the mirror, my eyes were burning and I had gotten a little thiner from not eating. I was toatally discusted. Smashed my reflection with my right fist. Glass scatered everywhere.

''Shit..'' Blood was drriping from my fist and knuckles.

Glass was all over the carpet, blood even made it on the peices. Tears flowed and sobs followed. It hurt like nothing else, glass was jabed in so deep I couldn't move my wrist without it hurting. I finnaly sat criss-crossed on the floor. A sigh sliped out. Minutes passed and so did a few hours. The blood had dried but some of it was still fresh. Also was the pain.

''Rinnng'' my phone went off. I had gotten a text message.

'Can I come inside /: ??' It was from Jason. I replied 'Sure.'

I closed my eyes for a minute. In no time he was here over me yelling what had hapened and if I was okay. I snapped up to the sound of screaming.

''Oh god Karen, I didn't think you were going to fucking commit suicide!'' Jason carried me outside to the living room couch and returned to mine.

I herd glass being sweeped up, my sences were getting stronger. Like I had been transformed. Somehow. Jason flew next to me. Golden eyes filled with hurt and pain. He grabed my fist, shocked he went to get the phone.

''911, what is your emergency?'' The lady at the other end said.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at him.

Jason gasped surprised and droped the phone. He stepped back and picked it up to hang up. ''Your eyes....'' Jason gasped again.

''What..'' I stood up.

Jason carried me to the bathroom and turned on the lights. I was as surprised as Jason. My eyes had changed into an electric blue color. My eyes weren't even blue to start with. It freaked Jason out so bad he threw up.

''I never thought it would hapen.'' He wispered under his breath.

''What would happen?!'' I snapped at him

''You're never going to forgive me..''

Jason was so pale. He stepped closer to me and cuffed my face. ''You're already changing...''

''Changing into WHAT?'' my eyes burned and my body was aching.

''A fallen angel...'' he paused, ''When a person is hurt and is bleeding like crazy, a fallen angel is not suposed to touch the blood.. When I put the gauze in your leg their was barely any blood, so you were okay.. But I wasn't thinking, and this got me dizzy.....I'm so sorry.''