Angel Wings

That Horible Tuesday

The rest of the days went by quick, a little too quick.

That day finnaly ......Tuesday. I had butterflies going to my first class. The bad kind of butterflies. I almost cried today, the thought of my boyfriend dying scared the life out of me.

''Dance it is...'' wispers fill the air, it was me with my shaky voice.

I enter the class and get dressed. The dancefloor was cold as I made my way to the far back. Stretching always keeps me from thinking about other things. Did Jason even say in the morning? A sigh comes out without permision. I wasn't even sure about this. Jesse and Alana haven't apeared since the day they left my house. We haven't talked since three days ago.

''Today just go over the basics for ballet, I have important e-mails to answer.'' Ms.Lapatin has a tip of concern in her voice.

I run to the dressing room to get my ballet shoes. I might look weird in all black (with white ballet shoes) but its not like there's a grade for looking profesional.

''Damn, look at that ass.'' Eric grabed my waist and carried me on his back, ''I'm gonna need a peice of you later.'' he laughs as I try to set myself free.

''Let go, you know I have a boyfriend.'' I try to kick him but Eric just holds me tighter.

He laughs again and holds me tighter.

''Eric, let go of her before I send you to the office.'' Ms.LaPatin half yells across the floor.

He finnaly lets go, but before he winks at me. Eric even has a girlfriend. She must suffer alot. I roll my eyes and work on my routine.

BOOM BOOM two shots went off. It sounds like a gun shot. The riot! You could here kids screaming, running, and saying 'burn the school'. Banging starts on the walls and doors around us.

''Get down in the girl's dressing room now!!'' Ms.LaPatin locks the door and follows us in the room. ''You must all be quiet and not make any noise, if anyone gets hurt tell me imedietly.''

We all nod and squish up againt the far wall. The teacher turns the lights off and sits next to Amanda Edward and Jacob Leming. We all wait.

Thoughts raised through my mind like no tomarow. The gun shots gave me a heart attack. I was even a little teary, but in pitch black no one would notice. I just want to run out screaming to find Roger. To feel the warmth in his hugs, and his voice... Ugh.

''Calm down.'' Ella hissed at me, ''You look like you're gunna hurl.''

I sign to her, okay. She nods and curls up into a ball. Ella is so small for her age, she could fit into any space.

Seconds pass by and turn into minutes, those minutes turn into hours. I was about to burst. Shuffling hapened next to me, oh god it was Eric.

''You just never give up do you, Eric?'' I wisper in his ear.

''Nope, and I said I was going to get a peice of you. I don't break promises.'' he chuckles under his breath.

He sneaks even closer to me, if there was only a little light in the room. I could feel him almost on top of me. Where is the teacher when you need her? I push him back but he pins me down. The shocking thing was we weren't making any noise at all. He mumbles something in my ear that makes me shiver. He snickers. I could feel him lean down on top of me, but why? Then it hit me ..... he's trying to kiss me. I try to squirm and move away, but Eric is way too strong for me. His breath was closer to my face.

I was about to scream when, thank god, we were interupted by an asnouncement ''It is safe to come out, but no one is alowed in the hallways right now. We are delaying today, everyone will go home in about an hour. Right now we need everyone related to 'Roger Valerio' to please come down to the office imedietly. Thank you.''

Everyone got up and left the dressing room. ''One day, babe.'' Eric winked at me again.

My heart skip a beat. The anouncement was lingering in my head. I got up and put on my regular shoes. Oh god, this is hapening..

''You're related to him?'' Ms.LaPatin inquired.

I nod getting teary. No one can keep me from running to the office, no matter who it was. I burst through the door in two minutes.

''Were is Roger?!'' I end up screaming to the vice principle. There are four other people there. His two brothers, his older sister, and his best friend.

''I am sorry to inform you all, but Roger has passed on... He got shot twice in the chest. His last words were 'Karen'. I am very sorry for your loss...'' he left us there stranded like zombies. For one I couldn't move.

''Who are you?'' One of Roger's brother taped my shoulder.

''His girlfriend..'' I wisper so lightly he asks me twice.

My world had just colapsed. I was his last word. A sob came out. His best friend embraced me with a hug and for once I hug him back. He was my ex, David. That hapened last year, please don't get me started on him.

After he lets go and asks if im fine, I run to the bathroom with no responce. I was a damn mess and a little alone time couldn't hurt right? Even though I had left David srtanded I could care less about what he yelled after me.

I look in the mirror, i'm so pale and shaky. I slide on the floor, take out my fone and play 'Rain' by 'Hollywood Undead'. Full blast, thats my only volume.

Tears slowly fall from these brown dead eyes. Thinking about my boyfriend's dead body in a pool of blood makes it worse. Jason was right. All of this was true. I just wish he could tell me the truth sooner, but what difference would it make? Thoughts fil my head. I've had enough of today.