Angel Wings

Valerio

When I get home I just go to the couch and sleep. Days passed by from today. One day I woke up to Jesse, Alana, and Jason sitting at the table waiting.

''Really not in the mood for talking..'' I wipe away tears and go upstairs.

Jason suddenly appears in front of me. Angel powers? I'm to dizzy to think of anything. I close my eyes and feel myself being carried. Yep, too much blood was lost from yesturday. I had been cutting again, but they knew me too well to not need me to explain.

''Does it hurt?'' Jason sat me down on his lap.

I nod, ''Half of me feels like its on fire.''

Jason nods to Alana, she sighs and gets me a gauze from a first aid kit. She takes my jacket off. Ugh, why a tank to under?

''I don't see blood.'' Alana and Jesse say in unison. They glance at eachother.

I laugh, ''Thighs, that way you have to let me do it, and guess what? I'm not going to put the gauzes in.'' my voice is far from a wisper.

''Mental hospital, NOW.'' Alana grabs a Monster Rehab and passes it to me.

Jason almost smacks Alana for the Monster, he carries me away from her and leads me upstairs then lays me down in bed, ''Calm down ok?'' he kisses my forehead and all I can do is fade away.

I could hear voices in the background, they were out of focus. Like someone was mumbling on purpose. The door slams shut and foot steps are heard coming straight for my room. I use every ounce of energy to get up.

''No, no you need to rest you lost a good amount of blood.'' Jason forces me to lay down.

''What hapened with Jesse and Alana?''

''They're going after Valerio.''

''Who??''

he sighs ''V''

I imedietly get up with wide eyes, ''WHAT.''

Jason nods and calms me down, ''He threatened to kill you in your sleep tonight and Jesse saw his face when he threw the brick at the door. Jesse then brought Alana with him for back-up and i'm here taking care of you.''

I make an atempt to get up but my thighs are too sore and bloody to react. Jason picks me up again bridal-style.

''No moving, unless you want me to put in the bandages?'' he almost begs. Huff.

I nod no, ''You're not doing anything ..... the cuts are too high on my thighs for a guy to reach.''

''Then I guess your not moving.'' He sighs pulling me in closer to his chest.

''Put me down Jason.''

''Not until you change.''

''Stuborn, little boy.'' I manage a weak smile.

Jason smiles back, ''Come on, you'll feel better. Besides the sheets are bloody now. ''

''Ugh, fine then get out.''

He lets me down and goes out. I come to my sences. I pull my shorts off and look at the cuts from earlier.

''Damn, thats deep.'' someone wispers from the door.

''JASON YOU PERVE!'' I scream as I thighten a gauze on my left thigh.

He laughs and comes in, I feel the burning red crawl on my cheeks. I grab a blancket and wrap it aroung my waist.

''I don't understand how your so insecure.'' he sighs and offers to put on the right gauze. After fighting I finnaly say yes, my right leg is the most ripped up.

''I don't know either.'' I grunt in pain, the gauze made it feel like salt in very fresh cuts. I get up seconds later and hug Jason, ''Thanks.''

''Welcome.'' He squeazes me tight, ''So....are you going to put some pants on?'' Jason laughs.

I let go and punch him on the shoulder, ''You perve.'' I find my shorts and slip them on. Owchies, even worse. Bed. Sleep. Dying. Three things that could not leave my mind. I knew Jason was just inches away but the feeling of being alone a killed kept creeping through. Every time I reashored myself he was there, the more I would worry. He noticed too. Every time my eyes closed, darkness and shadows filled them. Almost like visions of some-sort. Jason wraped his arms around me.

''Let me see your phone...'' he asked slightly.

I pull it out and hand it to Jason. He goes through it easy and presses play. One of my favorite songs too, 'Yours To Hold' by 'Skillet' Its one of those touching songs, the ones you litsen to when you're sad. Yep. The lyrics sweeped into the room.

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