Angel Wings

My Angel

Alana sets down all the food on my bed and grabs my notebook with a pencil.

''First things first.'' Alana stuffed her mouth with a handful of Jalepeño Chedder Cheatoes. ''We have to write down what you alredy know.''

''I alredy told you everything.'' wich was true, ''I don't think I left anuthing out.'' I also grab a handful of Cheatoes along with a sprite.

Jesse is alredy sipping away when he sits up and gets my drawing binder. Weird. Neither of them ever went through it.

''Trust me..'' He glanced at me, reading my mind. Jesse goes through about the whole binder when he finds what he's looking for.

''Does this look familiar?'' he hands me a drawing of a guy with dark ruffled hair and,...... angel wings.

I gasped, ''That was the drawing that won me three awards. I tottaly forgot about it.''

Jesse and Alana looked at eachother and looked back at me. Alana started to stare at it, studying every deatail. Of his hair, his hair, and especially his wings.

''How did yu get his wings like that ?'' she asked amazed, exacly like the first time she had seen it.

''Simple. I rubed it to make the depth and shaded to make it darker.'' I took a sip of my sprite.

Alana just kept studying it, amazed at how much detail I put in his hair and wings.

''How could you forget about ...... him.'' Alana almost screams at me. ''It's one of your best drawings.''

I look at her sheepishly and shrug my shoulders. I feel the red crawl on my cheeks. How could I never see my black angel in art class? Then suddenly I draw him and forget? I must be going insane. I never forget a drawing, especially this good. It must be all the presure.

Alana's phone rings, its a restricted number. Suddenly my phone rings too, its also a restricted number. We look at eachother with big eyes.

''Lets answer together.'' Alana looked nervous.

We answer at the same time and say in unison, ''Hello?''

The person chuckles, ''Well I didnt think you were going to answer at the same time.''

Alana yelps in surprise. I give her a 'calm down' look. She nods.

''So aren't you going to talk, KittyKatt?!'' He askes mimiking aaron and roger.

''I don't need to talk to you.'' I almost yelled but I heard the hate in my last word. ''Why don't you just leave us alone, Alana doesn't even have anything to do with this its only you and me.''

''Clam down, you don't need to shout.'' He laughs. ''Alana.''

I shake my head no, she doesn't need problems and talking to this creep is just going to give her anxiety. She's had anxiety since her mom died in a car accident, she's just starting to calm down now.

''Leave her out of this, she has nothing to do with you!!'' I clench my free hand's fist.

''Well then, I guess he hasn't told you.'' He chuckles again and hangs up.

Jesse grabs the phone from Alana, tears are welding up in her eyes. I look at her, she got pale all because of this creeper. I hug her really tight, and she instantly cries in my shoulder. I can feel her shaking. The anxiety. It got to her. I remember when she first got it, she was horible. Alana went to the hospital three times. Jesse and me even missed school for her. We've all been through everything together. Jesse just stares at me and Alana's shaking body. He strokes my cheek, its wet. I touch it surprised, I was crying. Tears were just flowing from my eyes freely with no intentions. I stare at Jesse not knowing what to say.

''Could he be the angel from art?'' he wispers.

''No, he's too sly and mischivious, but then again my angel is fallen.'' I trail off thinking about it more.

So my angel has been in my art class this whole time. He has black wings. He's an angel, a fallen angel. Someone wants me dead. What about Aaron?? I havent seen him in a while. I look at the clock, its 8:20 in the afternoon. Its too late. Im dying to go into the woods and see Aaron.

''What are you gunna do.'' I just noticed Alana got up and calmed down. She sat next to Jesse with the Cheatohs bag on her lap.

I shake the thoughts from my head. ''I want to see Aaron again,'' I pause. ''the guy said he didnt tell me. The 'he' must be Aaron.''

''How are you going to do that??'' Alana sighs

''The woods, that was his favorite place in the whole world. The trees reminded him of being alone.'' He was exacly like me. We were perfect friends.

''Emo much.'' Jesse smirked and handed me two razor blades.

''You knew?!'' I take the blades from him. I only bothered to tell Alana, she caught me one night with the blade deep cutting at my leg.

He sighs, ''Alana told me.''

I jerk my head back, staring at her in disbeleif. We tell eachother everything and I mean everything.

''Surprise...'' Alana trails off.

I don't wait for an explanation and shove the razor blades in my pocket cutting my finger in the process. It don't feel it much, its like a little pinch. Other times i don't feel it at all. Jesse holds my hand and tries to wipe the blood from my cut. I don't know why but sometimes I wonder if Jesse would rather be my boyfriend instead of my best friend. I shiver. He gets up and puts his jacket over my shoulders. I shiver again.

Alana puts a hand on my shoulder and says ''Sorry... I had to, Jesse has the right to know.''

''I know, I know.'' A sigh escapes from my lips and I turn to Jesse. ''Im sorry.'' I give him a hug and when im ready to let go he hugs me tighter and then lets go.

''Crap, look at the clock!!'' Alana breaks the silence and akwardness of everything.

Its 3:50 in the morning. How?

''Dang.'' I look at them with wide eyes. ''Im freaking exhausted.''

I try to give Jesse his jacket back but he nods to me no. I shrug and take the box with papers and put it back in the first drawer. I look in the mirror. My makeup is still on. I sigh and take it off along with my hoop earrings.

''Can I borrow some pj's ?.'' Alana says laying down in the verry back of my bed.

I hand her a tank top and gym shorts. I grab my own pijamas and run to change with her.

''Can I borrow some clothes.'' Jesse chuckles.

We laugh down the hall and Alana goes in the bathroom first. Then I change and we get back to my room. We all imedietly lay down and Alana lets a sigh out. Suprisingly I can't sleep. I toss and turn but no matyer what I can't sleep. I sit up in bed and put my hair up.

''Can't sleep.'' Jesse wispers.

''Yep.Can you hand me my phone.''

There's just enough light from the moon to see a little. He nods and hands me it.

''Thanks. If music dosen't put me to sleep nothing can.'' I say under my breath.

''Can I listen with you?'' he says it lightly.

I nod and hand him and earbud. I scroll through my music and find a good song that we both like. 'Hero' by Skillet. Jesse smiles at me and moves my bangs from my face.

Alana almost slaps me and she starts kicking. I scoot over and shove a pillow at Alana for the fun of it. I know Jesse has feelings for me again when he turns to me and stares into my eyes until I fall asleep.

The song I fall asleep to or last remember was one Jesse put on. Its one of my favorites, 'Magical' by Selena Gomez. He mumbled something to me but I couldn't hear him. I dozed off.

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