Behind the cameras : jikook fan fiction (BTS)

Ships and fan service.

Jimin was always thankful for the company and their PD-nim for taking care of them so well. Unlike other companies they actually considered them important even from the very beginning. But no matter how he tried to remember all that and calm down he was now fuming about their pd-nim.

The meeting with the PD went well as usual, he was asking about their diets, if the managers are treating them okay, advising them not to overwork but give their best, complementing about the fans they have gained and all that. But what came up next was something he didn't expect. Actually all the hyungs seemed to dislike the idea as well.

"We came up with some ships to improve fan service" he was thankful that namjoon cut their pd-nim off. "But we agreed we won't do things like shipping and all that" he tried to explain.
"yeah we did, but the little interactions between you all have caught so many eyes and they just want more. And there's nothing to argue on it. Just act like you guys are close. And from what i see you guys are already VERY close so it's not gonna be a problem. By what we analysed we figured that Rapmon and jin being together is liked by a lot. They have already created a ship name for you as well. 'NamJin'." Jin tried his best to not blush in the meeting. The PD chuckles before continuing. "Then we have TaeKook! Taehyung, take care of our maknae." Everyone in the room chuckled but it struck right in jimin's mind.

The sweet dream he had for last few weeks was over. Now is time for the reality. People don't even like him. How did he expect them to like him being with their precious maknae?

"That is all for now, if we do get positive response to this we will work on more ships. And make sure to interact with others too. They need a little dramatic services" he laughed. The meeting soon ended and the boys headed back to their dorm.

....

As soon as they got home jimin changed into his tracks and asked their manager to drop him at the gym. Which the younger didn't understand. The latter have been staying away from overworking in gym. He just took his scheduled sessions since they decided on the new concept. Jimin would even let jungkook join him in the gym. But the sad thing was even before he could ask if he could join, the older have left the dorm. He was so used to sticking around jimin that he felt lost right now.

He kept overthinking that his anxiety grew to a point that he started to think back to the day if he did something to hurt the older, over and over again. He was still sitting in the living room, in the same outfit he was in since this morning. Its been four hours and jimin was still not home.

After the long wait, the sound of the keypad lock open made him jump and run to the door. Only to find a totally exhausted jimin with the manager.
"Hyung!-" before he could continue or get closer jimin have thanked the manager and closed the door and started walking away. The younger stopped him. "Kook" jimin sighs. "I'm tired. Let me fresh up and sleep" 

"Hyung please!" His voice breaks. Jimin was surprised to see a teary eyed jungkook that was struggling to say something. The younger continued "I...I don't know what i did wrong.... please..."
Jimin hugged him, "Why are you crying kook?" He asked, worried. "You did nothing wrong, what happened??? Why are you still in this outfit you should be ready to bed by now"
The younger just held onto him tighter.
"Alright let's just have a bath first alright?" Jimin suggested and he nodded.

After having a hot bath and eating the dinner that the others saved for them, they decided to sleep. Both of them had a lot in their minds but none of them bothered to open up yet. They just thought getting to cuddle and sleep would take all the pain away from them. Because at this moment, when they were in each other's arms, things just felt so right.

.....

He woke up in the tight grip of the younger, who was whimpering in his dream and holding onto him with all the strength he got. No matter how much time they spent together, jungkook was never the one to cry or show his weaknesses to anyone. True he would tell him and come to him when he's lonely. But it was his first time seeing him this vulnerable.

He wasn't sure what made him feel this. But he decided at this moment that he need to be stronger. He liked...hell he loved the younger. And he would wait forever if the younger wanted time to realize that. He just has to protect the younger. He has to make sure he's not hurt. He knows how hard it is to open up. So he won't ask him that. He will try his best to understand him and take care of him better.

........

The next few weeks went by so quickly. The older have changed back into his tight schedule with his diet, working out and dance routines. The younger barely had time to hang out with his hyung. But the hyung have always made sure to have the lunch together with him. He have grown attentive about the small details about them. He doesn't know what it is, but having his hyung's attention makes him content and happy.

But what confuses him is the way he acts on camera. Jimin spends time with others so much but not with taehyung or him.
Today was one of the days where taehyung have pulled jimin along to the yard to listen to some songs. Jungkook wanted his time with his hyung. He looked around and found a soccer ball. He brought it near the duo and aimed him to taehyung. He knows for a fact that he would decide to play around with the ball when he finds it. He kicked the ball right on taehyung's back and the latter noticed it. He got up and started kicking the ball around which made the spot next to jimin free. He mumbled a 'mission complete' before running and sitting next to his hyung and continue singing along.

Little did taehyung know this was the evil maknae's plan. But he played along because he knew that the younger needed this time with jimin. Actually he was glad that jungkook kicked him out. Now he can go to hobi hyung and whine about it while getting his cuddles.