Behind the cameras : jikook fan fiction (BTS)

opening up

Jungkook was a little too excited to get home. After talking with namjoon, he understood that there's no point in hurting jimin when he's doing all this for the sake of the latter's happiness and safety.
He decided to talk to his boyfriend, being as open as he could. All he could think about was being able to hold the older close.
It was as if he forgot namjoon's existence next to him as he smiled at the thoughts about his boyfriend.

......

Jimin was helping jin hyung to cook the dinner, mostly keeping the older company while talking about anything and everything.

Jungkook headed straight to the shower after coming back, surprisingly greeting jimin and telling him that he missed him. Which left jimin emotional and happy, as it has been a while since the younger showed any sort of affection towards him.

They were constantly being disturbed by the 'ding's from jungkook's phone, which the latter left in the living room.

"Can you just answer that call? Whoever it is seems desperate" jin hyung chuckles as he talks to jimin.

"He will check when he's back hyung, it's not right for me to answer his calls"

The older fakes a cough. "You both ALWAYS do that! Sometimes you don't even know you're using his phone. Don't act like this jiminie!"

"Well, things are not the same anymore hyung...."

"Just answer it before I woop that little ass!"
Jin holds up the spatula he was using.

Jimin giggles and surrenders as he ran to the younger's phone. To his surprise, the contact was new. He knows almost all the friends jungkook has. The number was saved as 'Jimin 2' which was more confusing. Why the hell would jungkook have a random contact saved under his name?
A few more messages were delivered as he was trying to figure out what to do.
Which read that someone 'misses' jungkook?! They need jungkook to send something? Watching him?

The few words that he was able to pick up from the long texts that kept appearing on the lock screen reminded him of that stranger who texted him earlier.
What if that person wasn't tricking him? Or lying? What if jungkook actually has someone else that he likes?

"Don't get the wrong idea" he was surprised when he heard namjoon's voice so close.
"I talked to him jimin...." Namjoon gives jimin a rough idea about the situation. Telling that jungkook should be the one to tell him the details.

.....

He was a little surprised when a certain pair of arms hugged him. As much as he misses this, he breaks away from the maknae's grip and walks into their room.
He could feel the younger's confusion and desperation in the way he tugged on his shirt. Even if he wants to hug him back, to smack him and ask him what he was doing, to kiss and hold him, he needs to wait.
Jungkook can't just keep him in the dark about everything and just come back like there was nothing wrong. 

The younger follows him like a puppy. Jungkook knows that he's being selfish, jimin always lets him have his space when he's moody, but he always find a way to get past those walls. He can't help it.

He stops by the door, not wanting to push the older's limits so far.
"Hyung, can we talk?"

Jimin ignores the younger, busying himself with his phone.
Jungkook felt a pang in his heart. Jimin ignoring him for a second makes him feel like shit. How did jimin put up with his shit behaviour for so long?

Although he wanted to cry and ask jimin to talk to him, which will most likely melt the older's coldness away and end this, For once he decided to give him the space he needs.

"It's okay hyung.... I'll wait. Tell me when you feel like talking to me... I'm sorry..."
With that, he leaves the older on his own.

.....

Jungkook couldn't stop his childish behaviour even if he tried to. He couldn't help sitting upright and waiting for jimin to look his way whenever the older passes by, He couldn't help staring at the older shamelessly whenever they were in the same room, he couldn't help leaving a message to the older every hour, saying that he's sorry.

He stayed up the night, hoping that jimin would turn around and hold him to sleep. But It never happened.

....

It was the second night since he started ignoring his boyfriend.

Jimin was strong, Nothing could stop him if he wanted to do something. But it seems to be impossible to ignore his boyfriend. He was planning to ignore jungkook till he comes to him with the truth and honesty, not some petty apology.
He knows jungkook too well, he's certain that the younger could have an anxiety attack anytime. He can see all the signs building up.

Even now, he can feel how the younger was holding his shirt while sobbing silently. He hoped that the younger would eventually fall asleep, but the whimpers only grew louder as time went by.
Teaching him a lesson can wait. He can't bear to see his baby so broken. If he watched the younger for another minute he's sure his heart will just scatter off.

He swiftly turns around and pulls his crying boyfriend closer.

.....

Jungkook was convinced that the older was asleep, he was left alone for another cold night. His mind was clouded by so many thoughts. What if jimin have had enough? What if he breaks up with him? What if he realised that he doesn't deserve jimin? What if that guy was right? Maybe....maybe this really was a mistake?

He was pulled out of those suffocating thoughts as he was suddenly pulled against his hyung's chest. Protective arms wrapped around him as the older kisses his forehead.
It was always like magic, the second he's in jimin's arms, all his heavy thoughts that suffocate him will just fade away. All he would feel is jimin, his love and warmth.
He hugs the older as tight as he could as he cries his heart out. Letting go of all the pent up feelings that were weighing him down for days.

Talking wasn't important at the moment. Jimin did his best to comfort jungkook, Even if it takes the whole night, he will kiss the pain away until the latter calms down.