Behind the cameras : jikook fan fiction (BTS)

awkward

Talking on the group chat was fun, but talking to the older right now was so hard. This was the perfect chance for him to talk to yoongi. Sort out....or atleast try to sort the mess they were in. But he couldn't bring himself to say a word.

Yoongi stood up and went to their shared room, only to return with a plaster.
"Idiot. You don't have senses or something? You're wounded." He says as he tosses the plaster to hobi.

The younger pouts as he remembered about the wound in his elbow. He grabs a tissue to clean the blood, ready to put the plaster on. His mind barely concentrating on the task. "OUUUWW" he looks up as he was smacked right on his head. Yoongi pushes him to the sofa to sit properly, grabbing the younger's hand to clean it.

It seemed that the older got the first-aid box after seeing his wound bleed. 'Did he even have time to do that? Was I that lost in my thought?' hoseok thinks for himself. The sting from the disinfectant wipe made him look up, only to see the older's focused dark orbs. It was rare for anyone to get to stare at yoongi this close. The latter always seemed to push people away. But now that he has the perfect chance, he takes in the latter's beauty.

The pale skin that looks like the silk of white rose petals leaves him wanting to touch and caress his face, to know if it would feel as soft as it seems. His brows slightly scrunched as he was focusing on the wound. That cute button nose, plump cheeks, and those lips are carved like a doll’s. The upper lip dips in a little deeper than the lower does, very daintily. This man looks ethereal.

...

"Ah, tae tae! Kookie! I spilt my coffee!" Jimin whined as he accidentally slipped and spilt his coffee all over.
Jungkook rushed to help his boyfriend who was now sitting on the floor, who was pouting and rubbing his butt.
"You're so messy jiminie hyung!"
"I'll go grab something to clean you up chim!" Tae says as he runs into the dorm which was now a few steps away.

....

He walked into yoongi and hobi staring at each other, they were too close for his liking.
He's never seen yoongi flustered, he thought that was impossible. But there he was, looking down and fidgeting with the bandaid that was already taken care of. A little blush taking over his cheeks.
It hurt to see this.

But it wasn't jealousy he was feeling, he didn't want to separate them. He didn't want yoongi or hoseok for himself. He wanted both of their attention. Even having such a thought made him feel wrong.
He wiped off the tear that was dribbling down his cheek. No, this is wrong. If anyone knew his wish, they will be disgusted with him. He didn't want that. If hobi and yoongi like each other......they will get together. He will just be happy seeing them happy. He will just be fine. Right?

He grabbed some tissues and ran out, closing the dorm door on his way out.

....

Thud

They were both startled, uncertain where to look or what to do anymore.

"I'll see what happened" hoseok mutters before running out.

Yoongi takes a minute to calm his heart down and scold himself, "What the fuck is wrong with you idiot! Argh!" He pats his cheeks a little too hard. Hoping the heat to go away.

....

They were soon having lunch together. It was a rather awkward lunch. Namjoon and jin hyung seems to have some sort of tense conversation through eye contact. Hoseok and yoongi were sneaking glances at each other. Jungkook and jimin noticed how bothered and hurt taehyung looked as he sat in front of yoongi and hoseok.

....

They were soon on their own, to pack each other's stuff to move into the new dorm.
Jimin ran to jungkook after getting some bags packed.

"Jungkookie!" He back hugs the younger and peeks at his bag.
To his surprise, the younger breaks the hug and pulls the curtains shut, instead of hugging him back. Somewhat stiff, which was unlike him.

The younger was a cuddle bug, he enjoys all the attention jimin gives him. This was new, and jimin certainly didn't like it.
"Are you okay kook?" He questioned the latter.
Jungkook only nodded before busying himself with arranging his clothes in the suitcase.

"Jungkook I'm talking to you!" 
"I'm listening hyung. What do you want?"
"....nothing. Forget it."

Jimin leaves the younger and goes back to get his bags ready.
Something is not right and he needs to find it out soon.

....

Jungkook wants to cry. He promised that he wouldn't keep any secrets behind jimin's back. But he just doesn't know what to do at this point. Not to mention that weird text he got.
Jimin seems mad, upset, but he wants to protect his jimin.

After thinking about the next move for almost an hour, he decided it was better to try and fix this on his own. He can handle this. He will protect his jimin.

.....