Behind the cameras : jikook fan fiction (BTS)

tears like raindrops.

"What the actual fuck did i do?!?" He screams, hugging his head as he tried to get the frustration out of him. He felt as if he was being suffocated. The voices within his head blaming him over and over, making it too noisy to stay sane.
He breaks down into tears, drowning in his feelings.

He could feel himself going into a panicked state. No, no no no. This can't happen. He can't lose his jimin. He needs to find him. All these thoughts were jammed in his head as he ran out of the building. He was thankful that the security was able to remember jimin running away to a direction. The security was surprised to see the younger run into the heavy rain in those thin clothes. But the running figure was dissapeared before he could stop him.

He ran and ran. In hope he will see the familiar figure of his hyung. His mind was racing and filled with anxiety as he looks around. He has never once came around this area. It didn't cross his clouded mind at first. But now he felt it all at once. He was standing there, in the rain that pours heavier by second, in an area he has no clue about, miserably failing to find his hyung.

He didn't know what to do. It was always jimin that made him feel at home and gave him comfort. Now that he's in this vulnerable state, all he wants to do is curling up against the older. But he fucked things up between them. He tried to walk back, thinking it would lead him to the company building, but he didn't just walk straight here. There were many junctions and turns to take that he have no idea of passing on the way here.

He was getting all kind of weird stares for standing in the middle of the walkway, with no umbrella or whatsoever, soaking in the rain and crying. He grabbed his phone and dialed the only person that could save him.
One ring, two, three..... There were no signs of picking up. 'Ofcourse, why would he pick my call up after i hurt him' he was about to hang up when he heard the angelic voice of his hyung. There were no greetings.
"I told you to mind your own business jungkook! Don't call me!"

"H-hyung!" That's all he could mutter before he broke into another fit of cries. He was too overwhelmed, that he couldn't control the sobs. He was scared, scared of the situation he was in,scared he would lose jimin, that he would just hang up on him, he was full of regrets, but he was extremely happy that his hyung still did answer his phone. So he didn't know what he should say or do. He just hoped jimin could understand him.

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The helpless voice of the younger made him freeze. "H-hyung!" He sounds almost desperate. But before he could come up with a question, he hears the younger sob hard; by the sound it seemed like the younger was caught in rain. As the sobs doesn't seem to stop, he speaks up.
"Jungkook-ah...what happened? Where are you?" His voice now laced with concern.

The sobs only only grew louder as the younger tried to reply. "H-hyungie! I- I'm so sorry! Just p-please, please!! I-" The younger couldn't complete his words as he sucked in a breath. "Jungkook-ah....shhhh...can you please listen to hyung hm?" Jimin tried to get the younger's attention, he knows how bad jungkook's anxiety can be. All the sadness and frustration he had against jungkook was long gone at this point.

Jungkook nodded his head between sobs, it took a few seconds for him to realize that the older couldn't see him. "I-I'm listening to H-hyung...but I'm-"

"Jungkook-ah, take deep breaths with me oh? Come on breath in...." He could hear the younger trying for him. After a few minutes of trying to get the younger calm down,  jimin tried to get the location of the younger so he could go to him. His little treasure is somewhere scared and crying, he need to get to jungkook as soon as possible.
"Jungkook-ah, can you tell hyung where you are? So i can come to you? Oh? Don't you want hyung to be there?"
Jungkook hiccups as he answers "please!"
"Tell me where you are kook-ah?" A pause.
Jungkook was silent. Seconds later,he was crying again. "I don't know where i am hyung!" Jimin could hear him muttering that he's lost. "It's okay.... You're not lost kook-ah.. its just the rain making it hard to find where you are okay? Jungkook-ah? Are you there?"
"Taxi. There's a taxi station here. Will they bring me to hyung?" Jimin thanked god for making him see the taxi. "Yes! Yes kookie! Good job! See you're doing well. Hyung is proud of you. Ask them to drop you by the dorm alright?"

Jungkook nodded as he runs to a taxi and telling the driver the dorm address after getting seated.

Jimin continued to comfort the younger through the phone as he was waiting outside the dorm, in the rain. He ran towards the gate as he could see a taxi driving through the private road. He paid the driver as a very pale jungkook got out of the taxi.

"H-hyungie..." It was barely a whisper. "Jungkook-ah!" He hugs the younger close. It was still somewhat raining, but that didn't bother the boys at the moment. He continued to whisper comforting words to the younger as he rubbed his back.
He pulled jungkook into their dorm as he felt the younger shiver. Thankfully, the members weren't home.

The fights and disagreements were all set aside as the older proceeded to take off the younger's wet clothes and prepared a warm bath for him.
"H-hyung?" He stops jimin before he could leave. "C-can you join me?" Jimin smiled at the younger. This wasn't the first time for them to shower together. The maknaes have often done showering together. But this wasn't about having fun. The younger's eyes were filled with worry and anxiety. He knew that the younger was seeking for some kind of comfort. So he joined him in the bath and took time to let their bodies get rid of the cold.

The younger would say that he's sorry over and over with teary eyes, with jimin comforting him with everything he could do.
They spent their time cuddled up, waiting till the hyungs get home.

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