(Is this gonna hurt? Maybe.)
{3rd person:}
Everything was not the same since Jack had died. Well, mostly for Elsa. She's been locked up in her room, overworking herself with school activities to distract herself from breaking down. She hasn't eaten anything yet, as she lost her appetite. She found everything she usually does uninteresting. Like, reading. She would just lay on her bed, feeling empty as she stares at the ceiling.
Until she had been acting strange. Anna had found Elsa talking to herself the day after Jack's burial. Elsa seemed happy with what she was doing, but Anna had been concerned about it. Who wouldn't be comcerned in the first place though? Your own sister talking to literally no one but herself, is something you should really be concerned about.
Elsa was pure skin and bones, as she hasn't eaten anything in five days now. And yet, it didn't bother her. Her stomach grumbles all over again, and shs still hasn't eaten anything else, even she never drank water.
She bit her nails as she was smiling from ear to ear, sitting at the corner of her room. "You look just like him!" The platinum blonde lady smiled at a dark figure right in front of her. "I'm glad I have company in this empty room."
The figure did not have a face, nor an eye. It was a complete silouhette that looked just like Jack, according to her. It was like his shadow. She was glad she'd be able to have someone like them along with her.
(It was literally a silouhette😀 it doesn't Identify as he/him)
"Speaking of Jack, I miss him. I miss him so much." Tears were starting to fall from her eyes. "Oh, he was such a very nice guy! He was very sweet, and caring... I love him more than anything in this world.. You should have seen how he looked! He was very handsome.. his voice when he sings, and how he sways you gently whenever a sweet love song plays.. How he kisses your lips is something worth melting for.. his warm hugs.. and cuddles.."
She broke down in tears. "Why did it have to be him? Why did it have to be the sweetest, the kindest, and the most caring person..." she was breathing heavily, as she dug her fingernails into her fresh cuts in her arm.. causing those cuts to once again bleed, and for it to be extra painful than it already is.
"I.. I love him.. w-why.." every inch of her was trembling as if she fell from a frozen lake.. drowning an suffocating.. feeling numb and empty inside. "I.. I love him! Why did it have to.. why did he have to go.."
She liked it. She liked suffering from both physical and emotional pain, and at the same time. The thought of never hearing him call her 'Snowflake' again, even made things worse.
"Out of all people, why HIM? He hasn't done anything wrong yet he was the one to suffer from pain.." she was hyperventilating at this point. She didn't know what to do.
"Me.. Why not me? He doesn't deserve any of this!" Elsa yelled. She screamed with all of her might, as if there was no tomorrow.. like a girl being burnt alive screaming in complete agony.
She was breathing heavily, as she felt satisfied. Then her vision suddenly turned black.
(Elsa's thoughts..)
"I... Am I dead? Am I finally free? Am I gonna see Jack now?
"W-why is it so dark in here? What is this place? W-where's Jack? I-I can't see anything!
"Jack, my love.. wherever you are.. hang in there. I'll find you... I-I'll find a way! I'll figure something out to get to you, love."
"W-why can't I see anything-"
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FanficJelsa stories my brain keeps making up in order for me to sleep.