toxic love

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(Poor Elsa in this fanfic 😔🥺🥺)

{Elsa:}

Here I am, sitting on the floor as I've shed tears from the pain I felt. The feeling of bruises and cuts on my skin, the feeling of these forced love marks on my neck and on my back.. these negative thoughts running through my mind as he yelled at me. The feeling of his slap, and everything.. feels good but at the same time, it doesn't.

Jack and I have been dating for three years. Yet this is the first time he's shown this possesive, abusive side of him. He did all of this just because he thinks I've been cheating on him, when all I did was hang out with my boy bestfriend, Hiccup.

"You're mine only. Do you understand?!" He yelled as he forces me to look at him. My teary blue eyes made contact directly with his. All I could do was nod, because no matter how hadd I try to choose myself for once.. I couldn't do it.

He's a part of me now. Loving myself means loving him, too.

To be honest, I don't care if I ever get hurt many times. No matter how hard I try to hate him for hurting me, my  love for him always gets ahead of me. I can't hate him, even if he hurts me sometimes. I don't care. My own self doesn't matter to me. It's always him.

"Y-yes.. I-I understand.." I responded causing him to give me a nod. "Now, let's heal those wounds of yours. You look horrible in them." Jack says as he carried her bridal style. He planted a kiss on my forehead. I rested my head against his warm chest.

Jack may hurt me, but he always tries to make up for it by spoiling mw with kisses as he was healing my wounds that was caused by.. him.

"I've always been yours." I whispered with a shaky tone. He cupped my cheeks and caressed it gently. "I wasn't trying to cheat on you." I said, causing him to frown as if he wasn't convinced. "Please don't do that again." Was his reply after a long time of being sioent.

"The rules are simple. You can't hang out with other guys that I don't know. And you can't talk to them. They're strangers to me and that's it. No one will ever change that. They've touched what's mine. Also, don't show so much skin. It'll only attract them more." He said as he gently pressed the wet cloth on my cuts, causing me to flinch a bit.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said after not responding to him for too long. He held my hand and intertwined our fingers. "I don't want it to happen again, okay?" Jack says and kissed the back of my hand. I nodded. That's all I could do.

Love really wasn't fair. Why do I forgive him so easily for what he's done to me? He's shown no signs of regret and yet, here I am. I still stayed because of my undying love for him. I still love him.

I adore and love him more than myself. Him tying me in ropes means nothing because I know he has his reasons. I can't fix him. I can't fix the way he act, but I can atleast be by his side. Even if he is the way he is, I still love him.

I sat there, watching him heal my wounds. A smile curved up to my lips as I can see him trying hard to make up for earlier. I cupped his cheek, causing him to look at me. I leaned in for a kiss.

He gently squeezed my hand as we kissed. The whole room was silent, yet so peaceful. It's always his kisses that's giving me chills, and warmth at the same time. It was his hands holding mine that's making my heart melt every single time.

He's abusive.. but I'll stay. I won't run away from hin even if everyone tells me to.

He hurts me, but no pain can compare to the pain of him leaving me alone.... breaking my heart.

He yells at me, but I know he never meant it. Every storm needs to calm down somehow. And I know for a fact that he's kinda short-tempered. That's just how he is.

Our love is a toxic one, but at the same time, it has its good parts. Like how we're kissing right now. How he cares for me. How he never wanted to share me with everyone else.

He loves me. And so do I.

No matter what he does to me, I'll never run from him. He's my one and only.

"I'm sorry. I love you." He whispered after we pulled away. "I already forgave you, Jack. And I always will. Because no matter what, my feelings will never change." I responded and kissed his forehead.

"Let's get you to bed." He said and carried me bridal style into our bed. I smiled without him noticing it. He laid me onto the bed and tucked me in with a blanket. He then laid beside me and kissed my forehead.

"Goodnight, Jack. I love you." I said causing him to cup my cheek and peck my lips. "I love you too."

I snuggled closer to Jack, burrying my head onto his bare chest. I felt his arms wrap around me as he kissed the top of my head.

















































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Feel bad for Elsa but that's her choice...

Jack u lil'--- STOP HURTING HER>:(

If Jelsa not canon, why Jack give Elsa milk?

If Jelsa can't canon, WHY JELSA HAVE PARALLEL?

No lesson cause auhor lazy. She dead now hehe..

But yeah

You can use "Tanga" or "Bobo" if you wanna call someone stupid.

That's all and...

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