Porcelain Beauty

Chaprer Five

*~*Warning explicit language*~*

"I enjoyed eating lunch with you, wanna eat again tomorrow?"

Maybe it was just my ADD but just that one message sent me into a frenzy. Driving home was an absolute bitch. I swear I needed to get my steering under control or I might get pulled over. My left foot bounced making a little noise each time the bottom of my shoe tapped the floor of my car. My right foot pressed the gas pedal in order to pick up my speed, not wanting to drive like my grandma.

Honestly I thought I would have to go on my hands and knees to beg Killua to be my friend. Which honestly I wasn't against, so I still felt my body bubble in surprise but overwhelmed with excitement. When I was younger because of my ADHD most people found me annoying. Constantly wiggling, I learned differently so I was often behind in school. I was in special classes and was often made fun of. I was often impulsive which led me into trouble with the teachers. Besides the rude comments I was never bothered by the bullying, Aunt Mito always set me down saying that what they said wasn't true.

My throat tightened a bit as I pretty much forced myself to concentrate so I wouldn't crash into other cars while trying to park. As much as I loved to daydream and reminisce I wouldnt like a ticket or a fine. When I did manage to park, which wasn't the best but I'm still in the lines so... I opened the door extremely carefully Putting my hand in between my car door and the car I parked really close to. I shoved and squeezed my body out from the car then ducked my torso inside grabbing my keys and wallet.

The short sprint to my apartment seemed like a marathon, well more like a mental marathon. All I could think about was what I should reply to Killua's message. The boy seemed shy so this is a giant step in becoming friends. So of course I'm going to accept but how should I go about it? I don't want to seem too clingy but I also don't want to seem detached. Should I make it long or just a few words. I can almost feel steam coming from my ears. I'm thinking too much. Overthinking is supposed to be kurapikas job!

"OH! I'LL JUST CALL KURAPIKA!" I shout for no reason at all.

Zushi basically jumps out of his skin. I laugh and he shoots me a look, which I give him an apologetic smile. He sighs going back to his computer, most likely working on homework. I ignore the beckoning call of my own homework to file my contacts until I find Kurapikas, also known as 'fem boy' according to my phone. It was originally Leorio's comment about how he looked like Honey from Ouran highschool host club that sparked the idea of how he looked like loli. But after a few smacks we decided he's more of a femboy, and no matter how hard Kuapika protests it still sticks. Surprisingly kurapika picks up after a couple rings, which i'm greeted with a confused groggy "hellooo"

"Yo, Kurapika I need some advice on how I should reply to a text."

"Ok."

"Well killua asked if we could have lunch together and i don't know what to say."

"Just say yes."

Before I could say anything kurapika has already hung up. I let out a puff from my notrials. This wasn't out of the ordinary for the femboy, he often just hangs up on you even in the middle of a sentence. But I defeatedly went to Killua's text looking at it. I type a couple different messages then deleting them. I groan whining like a child, I look over at my wall spacing out for a second. I finally just type, "I would love to, how about Sushi Tomorrow?"

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Tomorrow afternoon didn't come soon enough. It was as if time purposefully slowed down just for me. Bouncing my legs, my whole body tense. My biology class was a nightmare, throat closing, big huffs. Leorio, who happened to share that class with me, gave me side glances. His eyes squinting at me each time I pouted. He elbowed my ribs after another smash of my head into my hands. He looked at me with a glare, Leorio actually likes this class so he most likely wants me to shut up.