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9

*Indigo

Earlier I did not expect to see Mari in the mall. Today we got off super early and Amanda wanted to go to the mall. I went to the house and Mari wasn't there so I told Amanda we could go. We meet at the mall and was just walking around. That's when Mari walked up to me, said what she said, and she walked off. I seen that she walking toward the door to go out so I went the other way and meet her as soon as she went out the door. When I met her, she said what she needed to, and walked away from me again. After she walked away, I texted Amanda and told her I was gone head home. I went home and got in the shower. I thought Mari was heading home too, but she ain't come home until like 2 hours later. She walked in the house without saying a word to me. She went into the kitchen, put something in the freezer, and went upstairs.

2 and half hours has passed and she hasn't said anything to me. So I got off my game and went upstairs. When I got in the room she wasn't in the bed, so I went to the bathroom. She was in the tub sleep, I went back downstairs, got my phone, went back up and took a picture of her. I put my phone on the counter and sat on my knees in front of the tub.

"Baby..." I said but she didn't move
"Little one..." I said shaking her
She opened her eyes and looked at me

"Hmmm..." she said stretching

"You good??" I asked looking at her
She nodded her head and sat up.

"Can we talk??" I asked her

"Indigo I don't wanna talk about that right now..." she said looking at me

I nodded my head
"Do you need anything??" I asked rubbing lower her back

"Nah I'm good..." she said fanning my hand away

"You know you don't have to act like that with me..." I said looking at her

"Like what??" She asked with a hint of attitude

"Nothing..." I said getting off the floor going back into the front room

Like 30 minutes later she came downstairs, grabbed whatever she put in the freezer earlier, and went back upstairs. It was really bothering me that she wasn't really saying anything to me. I really don't like when she act like this towards me.
I walked upstairs and seen she was eating cheesecake. I sat on the bed beside her feet.
I looked at her and she looked at me.

"Can I have some??" I asked

"Get your own..." she said eating some more

"If I was invited, I would've..." I said

"Maybe if you would've call your pregnant girlfriend instead going to the mall with a bitch you would've got it too..." she said looking at

"Mari she's not that bad..." I said looking at her

"I don't give a fuck how bad or good she is. You know I don't like her so I don't get why you be around her..." she said sitting her cheesecake to the side

"She the only cool person at the warehouse. Everybody else is just weird..." I said

"Indigo how would you feel if I work somewhere and my co-worker who was a stud. I started spending more time with her then I do with you. Every time you see her, she looks at you with a smirk on her face. It'll make you think we have something going on, Right..." She said looking at me

"But Amanda and I don't have nothing going on..." I said to her

"It doesn't matter Indigo. When she sees me she smirks which make me think y'all got some going on. When she look at you, she look like she wants you to fuck her brains out. She smirks and picks with me because she wants you, but I'm in the way..." She said looking at me
I was looking at her as she continued to talk.

"I'm a fem. I know how bitches are. She wanna fuck you or you fuck her. Either way it go she wants you to herself and I'm in the way. That's why I don't like her..." she said explaining

"I didn't know you felt like that..." I said looking at her

"Of course you didn't. You don't never wanna talk to me. Every time I try to talk to you, you blow me off..." she said and I shook my head NO
"Yes you do Indigo. It's always, "Can we talk about this some other time." Or "I don't feel like talking about this right now..." she said

"When we first discussed this in the kitchen, you said you needed space. I gave you space, and you was alright for like 4 or 5 days. Then you back doing the same shit..." she says
"What was the point of us talking about
it, if you was gone be back on the same
shit??" She asked

"Don't get mad, but I got advice from Amanda..." I said looking at her which made her squint her eyes at me

"So she told you that you need space from
me..." she said looking at me

"Nooo, I wanted space on my own. She gave me the advice to talk to you and tell you how I felt..." I said quickly cuz I know how she is

"How about you tell her to mind her damn business, and you stop telling people about what's going on with us..." She said looking at me

"I just needed someone to talk to..." I said softly

"And I'm here. You know I'm all ears. You don't have to go out and talk to randoms when you have a girlfriend here..." she said looking at me

"You wasn't talking to me..." I said to her

"You could've texted me. Stop acting like you can't talk to me, when you know you can. You know I'm an understanding person..." she said looking at me
"Baby I know..." I said grabbing her hand

"Ohhh, so you rather go talk to Amanda about what's going on with you rather than me..." she said snatching her hand away

"No, that's not what I'm said..." I said to her

"Then what are you saying??" She asked

"She was the easiest person to talk to at the moment. You was upset with me and not really talking to me. That day I went to work with no food. She asked "why?". I told her we wasn't on good terms and we just started talking..." I said explaining to her

She didn't say anything back but she rolled her eyes. She picked up her cheesecake and started back eating it.

"Baby..." I said calling out to her

"Hmmm..." she said looking at me chewing her cheesecake

"You not gone say nothing back??" I asked her

"What you want me to say??" She asked looking at me with a questionable look

"Something..." I said to her

"Like I said at the mall. Do what you want. I'm tired of stressing myself out trying to explain what I feel to you. Only for you to continue doing what I was upset about..." she said looking dead in my eyes

"For now on I'll try to do better..." I said looking at her in her eyes

"Alright, we'll see..." she said looking at me

"I'm serious..." I said grabbing her hand

"Okay, I'm marking your word..." she said still looking at me

"Okay..." I said lifting up and pecked her lips

For the rest of the night we watched movies. She even shared her cheesecake with me, well of what she had left. I could tell she was still upset with me tho.