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*Mari

Our anniversary is next week and we have yet to discuss what we gone do. Shit! I don't even know if we'll be able to even celebrate it cuz we're stuck at this stupid ass hotel. Indigo had to stop coming to my room cuz Storme said it. I hate that cuz I missed her. She hasn't been to my room in bout 4 days. We've been on the phone for them 4 days. She was really pissed she couldn't get come back in my room but she's alright now. I was laid out in the bed and she was talking. I kinda zoned her out as my thoughts ran wild.

"BABY!!" I heard her yell

I turned my head and looked at her.

"You good??" She asked

"Yeah I was just thinking..." I said

"About??" She asked

"Our anniversary is next week and we probably won't be able to celebrate. We've been stuck in these rooms for weeks. Now we can't even come to each other's room anymore..." I said

"I know but It'll get better..." she said being positive

"When cuz I haven't seen any progress??" I asked

"I don't know. Stop thinking negative about the situation think positive..." she said looking at me

"I know. I just hate this..." I said looking at the ceiling

"Me too..." she said

We were silent for a while before she started back talking.

"You talked to Aaliyah??" She asked

"Yeah I talked to her this morning..." I said

"Storme, Juice, and T suppose be coming down next week..." she said

"What they coming for??" I asked

"I don't know they haven't told me yet..." she said

"Oh..." I said

The group chat called, Indigo and I answered on our MacBooks and muted our phone.

"Wassup whores..." I said laying on my stomach

"What y'all doing??" Aja asked

"Bored..." both Indigo and I said

"Awww my babies..." Juice said

"When will this be ova STORME!?" I asked yelling her name

"I'm saying..." Indigo said

"In a couple of days..." she said

"Uhhh..." I said rolling my eyes rolling on the bed
"Y'all don't understand this shit is irritating. I'm stuck in the fucking room. I can't see my woman. I'm tired of eating out. I want some real food..." I said

"I'm ready to take a real bath. I'm ready to sleep in my own bed with my woman. I want to be in the comfort of my own home. I'm tired of this..." Indigo said finishing it off

"It'll be ova in couple of days..." T said

"A couple is two..." Indigo said

"I'm a few days then..." Storme said

"I don't have a few days..." I said pouting
"This is not fair..." I said

The more sat there and thought about what's going on the sadder and madder I got. Tears started rolling down my face. I raised up and ended the FaceTime call from the group chat and Indigo. I texted Indigo that I was going to call her back later. I sat my phone down and more tears ran down my face.

I want to go home. I want to be under Indigo. I miss home. I haven't seen my sister in a weeks. I don't like this. I HATE this actually. We can't keep running from him. He's getting ridiculous. They need to do something bout him and they need to do it fast cuz I can't keep doing this. Every time we are doing good some shit like this happens. I know they are trying to keep us safe but DAMNN!! Kill this nigga cuz if they don't shit is going to continue and I can't.

After crying for like 30 minutes, I got up and took a shower. After that hour shower, I wrapped a towel around myself and walked into the room. I went into my bag, grabbed my moisturizer and moisturized my body. After that I sat on the bed and air dried then I slipped on some shorts and a tank top. I ate the other half of the subway I had earlier, drunk some juice and got in bed.

My mind slowly drifted to when I was pregnant. I was so happy. Until everything just started happening. I know they say things happen for a reason. But what's the reason? What's the REAL reason? Cuz I'm not understanding and I'm trying to be patient and see but it's getting frustrating. I'm trying to find the good in everything that's happen but it's so hard. My mind continued to run wild as I sat and looked at the ceiling. I got on my phone and started playing a game to calm me down. While playing the game I ended up falling asleep.

*1 hour later

I was woken up by my phone ringing. I looked at it and it was Indigo FaceTiming me. I picked up the phone and answered it.

"Hello..." I said in my sleepy voice

"I'm sorry for waking you..." she said

"It's alright, I'm up now..." I said stretching and yawning

"Did I irritate you earlier??" She asked