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*Amari

I was on the couch watching the tv bout to doze off when I heard Indigo coming downstairs.
"The food done??" I asked looking back at her

"Yeah, I'm bout to take it out now..." she said going into the kitchen

Like 5 minutes later, she came from the kitchen with a food tray. She sat it in front of me with my food on it.

"Thanks..." I said before she put my juice on the tray too

"Welcome..." she going back into the kitchen

She came back out with her plate and some to drink. We was eating for a while in silence until she started talking.

"So, I just got off the phone with T..." she said looking at me

"I heard..." I said eating some chicken

"Do you wanna talk about it??" She asked me

"Nah. I said everything I needed to last night. I need space to get myself together. I need space to think and recuperate..." I said still eating my food

"So, what we are never going to talk about this..." she said looking at me

"Now all of a sudden you want to talk to
me..." I said before I chuckled

"Mari don't do that..." she said looking at me

"Do what?? Dishing out the same energy I was receiving..." I said now looking at her
She kissed her teeth

"Can you at least let me know how to fix
this??" she said and I shook my head

"Fix what Indigo. You did what you did. The way you've been treating me is very fucked up. They way you've been moving is very disrespectful and heartbreaking. I'm your pregnant girlfriend and the way you've been treating me is fucked up, and you know it. The trust I got for you is very low right now. The respect I thought you had for me is very low too. So I don't know what you gone do..." I said looking at her

"Fixing this with me is going to take more then your sorry apologies and sex..." I said putting my food down and walking upstairs

I was sooo pissed off and sad right now. I hate acting this way toward Indigo, but the shit she's been doing is bazaar. Like how could you do that to the person you claim you are in love with. I don't fucking get it.

I went upstairs into the room. To be honest I'm tired of going through this with Indigo. The whole situation is crazy, and I'm over it. The more I worry about this the more I'm stressing myself out. I can't do that cuz I'm pregnant and it's bad for the baby.
I got in the bed and started playing a game on my phone. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs so I knew it was Indigo. I looked up and she walked into the room.

"I didn't try to make you mad, I just wanted to talk..." she said looking at me

"There's nothing to talk about..." I said to her and she nodded

"So, where does this put us??" She asked

"What you mean??" I asked looking at her

"I'm saying where does this put us at the moment??" She asked

"I mean like I told you I need my space. Everything that is been going on with us is just too much. It's not good for me or the baby..." I said

"This isn't a break up or anything. I just need to have space and be alone. I just don't wanna talk about the situation or anything right now. I'll let you know when I'm ready to talk..." I said to her

"I understand..." she said looking at me

"Do I need to get some of my clothes and move them to the guest room??" She asked me