I compliemented Dan's spaghetti by taking his hand and kissing him over and over again until he begged for me to stop, his grin wide. "Aw, but Dan, I thought you liked it?" I pouted at him, fluttering my eyelids. He pressed his hand against my chest and kissed me, hard, but it didn't last for long.
"I do like it, Phil. I love it. But now?" He asked, showing me his plate of unfinished spaghetti. "I'm hungry."
"Hungry for me?" I asked seductively, my nose touching his. My heart was pounding, but I wanted this. I wanted to be one with Dan, and to do that we had to do what other couples did. "But if you don't want to..." I pulled back, disappointed. I couldn't push him to do something he didn't want to do. I watched a bit more of Soul Eater with Dan curled up into my side, his breathing slow and steady, his little moans and snores barely audible. When it had finished, I switched everything off and helped Dan into bed. I clambered in next to him, trying my best to keep quiet, and closed my eyes to sleep, but none came. I stared at the ceiling for ages, waiting for the moment when darkness creeps in, but it was already morning by the time Dan woke up from nightmares and I was drifting off.
I heard his shuffles first, followed quickly by gasps of breath, and then the screaming started. I tore myself from sleep and stroked his face softly, but his screams didn't die down like they usually did. "Dan!" I shook him, not to hard but not to soft. He bolted out of bed, eyes wide with terror, and fell into the wall. I jumped after him, worried. He was panting and crying, one little scrape on his knee, but other than that he was not hurt. "Dan, are you ok?" I asked, and he shook his head, sobbing.
"Phil, please don't leave me." He begged, clinging onto my arm. "Ever. You promise?"
I then knew what his nightmare had been about. "I promise I will never, ever leave you. Ever." I lifted him up so he was leaning against me and sat him down. "Do you want to go back to sleep?" I asked him. The clock on the wall said 7:02. I sighed in exhaustion.
"No." He mumbled. "I don't want to go back there. I want to stay with you."
"You will be with me." I tried, but he insited that he didn't want to go back to sleep. "Fine. What you you want to do?"
He took a moment to resond, his eyes staring straight into mine, before out lips connected and he was pulling me back onto the bed. Against my lips he murmured, "You." And then he grabbed the hem of my shirt and lifted it up, over my head. I did the same to him, stroking his chest and running my fingers across his arms like silk. We were doing it. This was the moment.
I pushed him further back into the covers, my lips all over his, my legs on either side of his waist. My mouth opened and his tongue explored the inside, making me shudder. It felt so strange yet so good. "Dan, do you want to go further?" I asked, my hands finding where his pants started. I saw him nod, but his mouth and eyes were closed tight. I lifted myself from him and tore off my pants, left only in my underwear. Dan opened one eye, saw me, and pulled his pants down too, looking very awkward but hungry for it. "It's ok if you don't want to do this." I told him softly, caressing his cheek. He kissed my palm.
"I do want to to this, I do." He gasped and grabbed my neck, pulling me into him. We collided again, flesh agaist flesh, until I pulled away once more, looking like a fish out of water. "Phil, are you ok?" Dan asked, looking kind of worried.
"Yes." I moaned, pulling my underwear off, and then pulling Dan's off, leaving us both completely naked. "You can tell me to stop any time you want." I breathed into his ear, and then kissed his neck.
"I won't." Dan replied, stroking every part of my exposed skin. I shuddered some more, small gasps and moans bursting from my mouth uncontrollably, my eyes opening and closing randomly. I felt myself burning up, the blood rushing to my face as I suddenly realised what we were doing, and I collapsed backwards, letting Dan take charge. He rolled on top of me, and I let him do what he wanted. It was definately the best night I had ever had.
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You're Special To Me
FanfictionWhen Dan first met Phil at 12, their lives changed for the good. Dan was a depressed, bullied boy who never did well in school, whereas Phil was a happy yet lonely boy with great grades. As they age, the two friends become closer than ever, but they...