How long have you liked her?
I look down, feeling a bit embarrassed,
since year 6
Y/n Wood has a normal life, until the war that is. She is faced with multiple problems and multiple advantages. She learns how to deal with trauma, los...
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Y/N'S POV:
I laugh, laugh as someone has just told the funniest joke, laugh as if someone had tripped and made a fool of themselves; yet, I weep, confused and upset. Falling to the ground as hands grab me and someone goes down with me, two letters do too. My arms around my knees, I sob, I yell, I whimper until no noise can come out of me anymore. Soon enough, I feel another pair of hands around me. George, Fred, and I are all sitting on the floor in silence. The only thing you could hear is everyone's breathing, the wind from the window, and my sniffling. Rocking my body back and forth, shaking my head. Still, not being able to let out any noise. My hands are trembling and my mind is empty. I can't bring myself to look at the twins, my eyes don't move from the letters.
They start talking, I hear my name but the rest is all mumbling. "Y/n!" George raises his voice to get me to look at him. I blink and hesitantly look away from the letters, my eyes landing on George's eyes. My breath still staggered, small tears running down my face, "What," I manage to croak out. He sighs and pulls me even closer to him, "I'm going downstairs, Fred, and I want some water, do you want anything love?" He softly questioned. I shake my head no and he slowly lets go of me, letting me fall back on Fred. Fred quickly wraps his arms around me and my head self consciously falls on his chest. I zone out once again while they talk and George walks out of the room.
Fred softly pulls me off him and grabs my face with his hands. I look into his eyes and blink, the remaining small tears finally fall and Fred wipes from with his thumb. We continue to stare at each other and without thinking I lean in, grabbing his face and making him lean in too. He quickly pulls away, he doesn't even have to say anything. The look on his face says it for him. I close my eyes and sigh, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I try getting up from the floor but he grabs my wrist and pulls me back to him.
Fred lets out a small and confused chuckle, "Why are you acting like this? I get that you're in shock but I thought you'd be happy?" I let myself melt into him once again and hide my face in his chest. "I saw them, Fred, I saw them with my own eyes. They were dead. It's something I see almost every night. It's the way I saw them. The funeral was an open casket, I saw them. How could they possibly be alive?" I mumble. Fred starts playing with my hair and rocking his body back and forth. "We'll talk to Oliver okay? We'll figure everything out but for now, we're going to unwind okay?" I nod my head and Fred helps me up, and we both sit down on the bed.
George finally comes back into the room, "Sorry for taking a bit long, I know Y/n said she didn't want anything but I know that she loves chocolate so I was looking for our chocolate frogs. I was able to find Mum's secret stash!" George says excitedly as he brings everything into the room. I let out a small laugh and Fred pulls me close to him again. "I really like seeing you laugh you know that?" He whispers to me, "I like seeing you laugh too!" George says loudly from the other side of the room, I laugh as I pull away from Fred and walk to George.
I give George a big hug, "I know you're only hugging me because I got you chocolate." His jokes made me laugh, even more. I take the chocolate frog and lay down in the middle of the bed as I start eating it. The twins lay down beside me, each on an opposite side. Just as I was about to take a bite, I noticed Fred and George both gawking at it. Without saying a word, I break two pieces and hand them to them. They smile and quickly eat the chocolate.
An hour passes and all we've done is talk, they kept trying to lift my mood and just made me forget about everything. Soon enough, my eyes become heavy and I drift off to sleep.
*****
I woke up in the middle of the night, my mouth really dry since I hadn't drunk anything after the chocolate. I slowly get off the bed, trying not to wake the twins up, and head downstairs. When I get to the kitchen, someone is already downstairs. "Scarface? " He looks up at me, you can see the exhaustion in his eyes. "Harry, what's wrong?" He sighs and drinks some of this water. I sit next to him and wait for him to start talking, "Ginny and I have been arguing all night, it doesn't seem like it's going to end too well." I take a drink of water before replying to him. "Why are you down here?"
He looks down at his cup, "She kicked me out of the room." I sigh and look around, trying to think of a way to help. "Well, I've slept down here a couple of times, I could help you set up the sofa? It's not that bad." He looks up at me and smiles. "Yeah, I'd really appreciate that."
I help Harry set up the sofa and give him a hug before going to bed, It caught him by surprise but I really did feel bad for him, even though I don't know the whole story, You could tell how upset he looked.
I went back to my room and laid back down between the twins. Appreciating them before dozing off to sleep once again.
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