surprise | g.b.d

thirty-one

4 months later
graysons pov

i still haven't got her pregnant. it's been months and we fuck every chance we get. maybe it's just not meant to be right now.

i just got home from the grocery store and i was putting some thing i got from the store up. i then heard her yell for me to come here. i quickly finished what i was doing and then headed upstairs. she was standing in front of the mirror.

"yes?"
"am i getting fat?" she said smiling
"no, well you look a little bloated. are you on your period?"
"nope." she said
"well you look perfect to me baby." i said and kissed her forehead
"your such an idiot. happy early birthday babe." she said and handed me a small box. i opened it and it was a pregnancy test. it was positive.
"IM GOING TO BE A DAD!"
"WERE HAVING A BABY!" we yelled and hugged each other.
"i love you so much!"
"i love you more." she said.
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5 months later
kais pov

my stomach was hurting so much. i hit grayson on accident and woke him up. he looked scared and pissy.

"i'm sorry, but you have to take me to the hospital now!" i said holding my stomach in pain.
"what's wrong?" he said turning the lights on
"GRAYSON THIS SHIT HURTS COME ON." i yelled.

he picked me up and rushed me to the car. what seemed like forever we arrived at the hospital. he got me a wheelchair and they rushed me to the ER. i was so scared for my baby boys life. i then blacked out.

when i woke up grayson was crying and holding my hand. i squeezed his hand to assure him i was up. he looked at me and wiped his tears.

"wheres my belly? where's our baby? honey what's wrong?" i said rambling on.
"our baby is gone." he said.
"what?" i said and my voice cracked.
"are you okay?"
"yeah, i just-" i tear rolled down my face.
"don't cry." he forced a smile.
"you stop crying first." i said and chuckled a little bit.

after a moment of silence the doctor came in to check on me. he saw i was finally up.

"it's a miracle that your alive." he said.
"what?"
"we lost you for a minute, then you came back to us." he said
"oh wow." i said shocked. ethan, britt, and kaden walked in.
"when can i leave?"
"that's up to you, its 2 in the afternoon and you guys got here pretty late. i think he needs rest more than you do." the doctor said.
"okay, thank you." i said

the doctor left and then kaden ran up to the side of my bed. he had tears in his eyes. he was so young so he didn't know really what was going on.

"e can you put him up here please?" i said really low. he shook his head and kaden was laying next to me.
"aunt kai what's wrong? where did your baby go?" he said crying.
"kaden don't cry i'm okay. your just not going to have a little cousin anymore." my voice cracked.
"kai i-" i cut grayson off
"i'm not going to lie to him." i said
"aunt kai why not?"
"he went to a better place kaden." i said low
"i love you."
"i love you more." i smiled at him and he gave a kiss on my forehead and hugged me.
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the next day
we made it home and i went upstairs to go shower. before i got in grayson stopped me. he grabbed my hand and hugged me. i hugged him back and started crying in his shoulder. we just stood like that for awhile until he spoke up.

"don't cry, i almost lost you. if you would've put me through that i would've never forgave myself." he said
"for what?"
"rushing you to have a baby." he said
"maybe it's just not meant to be us with a baby." i said.
"maybe. it's always just been us."
"too bad your fucking allergic to everything." i said trying to lighten the mood.
"i'm sorry." he laughed
"it's okay."
"you wanna go to Paris?"
"when my stomach goes back to normal." i laughed
"welp at least you ate healthy when you were pregnant." he said
"oh shut up that's not how things work. i'm about to get in the shower and don't get in bed with those clothes on." i said
"why?"
"we just came back from the damn hospital what do you mean?" i said
"okay yeah true. go get in the shower, i'm going to go see what to make for lunch."
"okay." i said and got my clothes ready.
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1 year later
we still have no kids and we weren't really planning on having any. we just decided i was going to stay off the shot and that if i get pregnant i get pregnant. which is what we should've done the first time around but we weren't thinking with each other.