The Nerds Secret

Chap 29: sad song

*2 weeks later*

It's been two weeks and I've had Sally's funaral yesterday which was really hard for me. I couldn't stand seeing her little lifeless body in that box and to say goodbye was the hardest. I helped take her coffin out and watched it get burred by dirt as we all threw flowers on it and after everyone left I broke down again. I've been smoking a lot and drinking which my parents aren't happy about but I don't care I don't know how else to get rid of the pain. Today my parents made me go to school which was stupid I've had so many people come up to me but I just push past them. It was currently lunch time and I was sitting alone not eating anything when someone walked up to me.

"Hey I could make you feel better we just have to go in a empty classroom" a girl said as I looked at her and she was undoing her buttons.

"How about you leave me alone and go fu*k someone else" I said as she glared at me.

"Well you don't have to be an ass about it" she said as I raised an eyebrow.

"Just f*ck off slut" I said as she grunted and stormed off and I went back to sitting alone. Soon the bell rung and I walked off to my class. Once I got there I did nothing as the teacher walked over to me.

"Ryder I know your hurting but I need you to get some work done" he said as I just looked at him.

"Are you going to answer me?" He asked as I shook my head.

"If your not going to do any work than please go home" he said as I stood up and walked out of class and over to my car. I hopped in and drove off home as I hopped out and grabbed my guitar before walking back to my car and driving off to the hospital. I parked my car and grabbed my guitar before I walked up to the lady at the front desk.

"What room is Eleanor Hudson in?" I asked as the lady told me and I began to walk to her room. I walked past other rooms and people walking past me as I waited in the elevator before the doors opened and I looked at the doors till I reached her room and I took a deep breath before walking in to see wires everywhere and a mask over her faces with bandages on her arms and head as it hurt me. I sat down next to her and I put my guitar down and held her cold hand.

"Hey babe it's me I miss you so frecken much. Sally past away and we had her funaral yesterday and it was so hard for me I'm a mess and I can't lose you too you mean so much to me. Your my world and my everything and I need you to come through for me, I need you to open your eyes or show me a sign that your still here because I can't take any more of this it's killing me. I miss seeing your cute little smile, your amazing eyes, hearing your laugh and kissing your soft lips. I just need to hold you in my arms and it's starting to scare me with how white your getting its been almost a month and you haven't moved. I love you so f*cking much Eleanor and you can't leave me not yet I would treat you like a princess and I would give up everything just to see your eyes again" I said as I felt tears fall and I whipped them away before I grabbed my guitar.

"I found a song that I'm going to sing for you because it describes how I'm feeling now and yeah here I go" I said as started strumming the cords.

"You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song." I sung each word as tears fell and I put my guitar down.

"It didn't sound that good because I was crying but I love you so much" I said as I kissed her head and brushed some of her hair out of her face as I sat back down in my chair.

BBBBBBBBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPP

I looked to see her heart monitor go flat as I started to panic no no no this can't be happening I got up and repeated hit the call nurse button which caused me to break it in the process as I ran to the door and opened it.

"SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE ANYONE" I yelled as a few nurses came running and they saw her.

"We need to ask you to step out of the room" one asked as I did so and they shut the blinds as I waited outside the room with tears falling down my face.

"Come on Eleanor I can't loose you not when I've already lost my sister" I whispered as I watched the room flash as I waited anxiously please come through don't leave me just yet.........

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Hiya guys sorry this is such a short ️chapter but I needed to end it there for the next chapter please vote and comment.