The Nerds Secret

Chap 14: borning school

I was in my first class sitting there thinking that's all I've been doing ever since last night. Today I was thankful because Ryder was still sick from yesterday which meant he wasn't going to ask me about it and I got to think about it. I just couldn't help it thinking of his warm pink lips moving in sync with mine and his hands traveling down my body before we were interrupted from dinner.

Did I regret the kiss no I mean it felt so right and I wanted to kiss him again but I couldn't because he's the bad boy and he uses girls like that. Every night it's a different a girl and I don't want to be one of those girls that he just manipulates and then uses me like everyone else. That's what sucks when you fall for the bad boy he could play you or he could show you his true colours. Just then the bell rung for lunch and I packed up before I walked out to were me and my friends sit. They asked about the sleepover and I just said we worked on our project which we did but I didn't tell them about the kiss.

"So you excited to practice tomorrow after school?" Ivy asked snapping me out of my thoughts and I looked at her.

"Yeah and you guys?" I asked as they nodded.

"Yeah so how long till you give Ryder the car?" Jasper asked.

"I don't know not yet he still needs more practice" I replied as they nodded and smiled.

"How was your sleepover Wyatt?" I asked as he smiled.

"Good we went in the pool and I got to play with her dog which is adorable and she has twin little brothers oh and we worked on the project" he said as I nodded.

"Are you girls excited for the big football game?" Wyatt asked as we shrugged.

"It's not a big deal for us when we got racing" Ivy said as I nodded in agreement.

"Yeah sorry but we'll come watch for you guys" I said as they smiled.

"Thanks" Wyatt said as we continued to talk before the bell went and we walked off to class. Pi walked to english with Wyatt and we sat down as I just drew pictures on my paper since Ryder wasn't here and I had nothing to do. If he didn't car about the kiss why would he ask if I regretted it? Maybe he wanted to see if I was hooked already but I wasn't going to give into him. If I do tell him who knows what he could do and it would be to dangerous to go out with him because I would have to keep my secret up and all the girls would try to kill me and it would be to much.

"Mrs Hudson I see you have no partner" the teacher said as I nodded.

"Yeah it's okay though I can catchup and fix things" I said as he nodded and I continued to draw pictures on the paper.

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Class and school was over and I was driving home away from school. Once I pulled up in the driveway I grabbed my bag and walked inside and put the keys away before walking up to my room. I put my bag down and fell on the bed.

I no Ryder will come to school tomorrow which is going to make it hard to ignore and avoid him especially since we have training but he doesn't know that it's me which is good. I wonder what he was thinking when he kissed me I mean I know it was just a kiss but it was with Ryder THE bad boy and player plus football captain and it was my first kiss since I tried to avoid kissing or getting into relationships with boys because I didn't want them to find out my secret.

And if that slut found out who knows what she would do but I don't care about her right now I just have to try and change the subject and ignore Ryder at all cost except for when I'm danger because he doesn't know it's me.

"Eleanor dinner" mom said knocking on my door as I didn't bother to get up.

"I'm not hungry mom but thanks" I said.

"Okay well there will be some in the fridge if you get hungry" she said as I heard footsteps walking away and I just stayed on the bed looking at the ceeling.

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I heard a knock at the door as I said come in and my brother walked in and sat on the bed.

"You okay sis?" He asked as I closed my eyes.

"Yeah I'm okay" I replied as he patted my leg.

"You sure you never miss dinner" he said as I nodded.

"Yeah I'm okay what about you?" I ask opening my eyes to look at him.

"Yeah I'm good got a little bruise on my ribs but other than that I'm all good" he said smiling as nodded.

"Be careful I don't want you getting badly hurt" I said as he smiled.

"Trust me I'm all good" he said as I nodded.

"Okay" I said as he smiled and stood up.

"Well I'm off to bed" he said as I nodded and he walked off to his room and I got under my covers and slipped my glasses off. Let's hope tomorrow he try's to ignore me too so it's easier for the both of us.