My old life (C)

Chapter one the start of it all

It was my first Day in kindergarten i had the best teacher ever i was a shy little girl so i was pretty quiet i was a little 5 year old shy girl /your probably wondering what could go wrong she wouldn't hurt a fly,well i didn't go out to good As soon as the teacher introduced me everyone started talking at that moment i knew it. Wasn't going to turn out good for me after the teacher introduced me she said everyone please pick a partner and of course i was the only one with out a partner and after that i knew for sure no one likes me but there was michelle she was the sweetest girl in the class room and she knew things weren't doing good for me because i could tell it said it in her eyes and although i never talked that much to her i felt like she was going to be a good friend and u know maybe a keeper so the bell rings and lord and behold my mom is there she greets me with a warm hug and we get in the car and start driving but she asked a few questions. Mom: how was your day today honey? Me: uhhh umm ok /i lied /mom: are u sure ? Me: yeah So we finally got back home and my mom asked me if i was hungry but i said no ---------------------------------------------------------
7 years later
I was 12 in 5 grade still getting bullied and got left back once nothings changed same me same life the only two. Things I figured out is. That i was bisexual and that i could see things people cant
There would be days where i would see a black tall figure but it wasn't some type of human it had no face it was just a black entity that wasn't a human and that what i called a demon
It would pop up when ever it wants and i knew i wasn't crazy i couldn't have been .so one top of bullies i had to deal with a demon and myself being insecure and self confident basically it was hell for me everyday
5 years later ----- Monday Morning ------ ((im in college forget what I said about being in high school))

Mom:honey wake up its 7:29 and school starts at 8:00
Me:what -what is it i don't want to go today
Mom: honey come on
Me :fineeeee ughhhh
Mom:theres the sprit
Me:ugh shut up
Mom: what did u just say miss?
Me: i said i love u
Mom: u better have now im go leave u to change
Me:ok bye
Close door-
25 minutes later of me getting ready in a rush
Me:bye mom
Mom:bye hon have a nice day
Me:uh yeah sure bye
Slams door----
At school -----------------------
Kids: omg god look its a nerd hahaha
Other kid:more like fatty miss fat a lot
More Kids: hahahahaha look its a oh wait i cant tell what gender the nerd is hahahhaa
One kid:oh look its a emo kid hahaha
Other kids:go kill yourself
Me: ( I run into the bathroom i start crying)
All the things kids tell me rush though my saying there right and im wrong and to
Just give up now and theres no hope
I would look at the floor and cry then bingo i saw it i saw the razor my mind would
Tell me dont do it and my heart was telling no and all i did was stare at the razor and then
I started to look at the celling again think to myself is there any hope for me left at all ? And then i also thought
Was i get bullied physically and emotionally and i cant do anything what do i do ?

So hey guys i hope u like the first chapter sorry it was short but yeah i didnt have alot of time
And sorry if this book sucks i mean this is my first book
So yeah
But thanks for reading the first chapter
Byeeee