My old life (C)

Chapter 32 what just happened??!!

The next morning ~~~~~

James:good morning baby

Me:good morning( i smiled)

Today i felt like it was going to be a great
I felt everything was going to be amazing today

James:so baby did i do good last night? (he smirked)

Me:yeah you did great!

James:good cause i could have thought i did good cause i have some pretty deep
Scratches from you from last night (i smirked)

Me:(i laughed)sorry but you sure know how to pleasure a girl (i smirked)

James:thanks i did my best ever done for you (he smirked)

Me:oh james (i kissed him on his check)

James:im go shower ok (he said getting out of the bed)

i just starred at his body~~~((btw we both naked))

James:(he laughed)you like the view?

Me:oh shut up !(i said Sarcastically)

James:ok only if you give me a kiss

Me:ohh fine (i got up and when i got up he pulled me real close)

James:you look so amazing baby (he whispered) (he said gazing at me )

Me:(looks like someone is ready for round 2)

James:REALLY!(he said smiling)

Me:no silly(i said teasingly while bitting my lip)

James:(stop playing yourself i know you want me)he said smirking)

Me:(i giggled)maybe i do maybe i dont(i licked my lips)

James:damn you sure know how to tease someone (he smirked more)

Me:oh please come on you can tease me better

James:is that a challenge?

Me:well a challenge for later(i said smirking)

James:aww ok well wanna go shoping today beautiful

Me:well no actual,i was thinking if we could maybe you know buy a house

James:actually that would sound great

Me:why don't we go to star-bucks?

James:are you sure?

Me:y yeah ill try to stay clam and you know not cry

James:ok baby

(We took a shower together and than changed)

(James was wearing a maroon shirt and black jeans and his favorite sunglasses also
With a leather jacket on top of his shirt)
(And i was wearing a crop top and some skinny jeans with some cute nerd glasses
With mortal Combat boots)

James:ready to go (he said smiling)

Me:yeah lets go

(16 minutes later at starbuck)

Counter lady:james and ruby your coffees are ready

She said and when she said that jeremys and lindas and everyone else head turned
To our direction and while i started getting up people started calling me names

Kid:really why is this bitch?

Linda:cause she has nothing else to do !

(Kids laughing)

Jeremy:she looks like a little broken girl!

Kid:did you loss your mom AGAIN?

(Kids laughing)

James:Ignore them ruby

Me:no i wont

(EVERY SINGLE one of you listen (i said while standing up one a table)
I been bullied my whole life and i have a very happy life if you wanna ruin that
Like you did everyone go walkin out that door right now because ive had enough
Oh those years listening im a slut bitch fat whore worthless and going on and on
And you jeremy you know it all yeah im gonna tell the truth about me because i know one day your etheir gonna post it online or etheir tell everyone so ,hear i go
Remember when we a connor were on the run and then me and connor went to a shelter and 2mins later mr.stalker aka JEREMY,was right there with a gun about to shoot and yes after that there was a fight and connor won it and just when i thought everything was fine because linda was out my life and so was jermey ,and you know what after all the shit that will ever happen to me like you abusing me and raping me and me cutting myself because of you asses its lead me to being insecure becuase of you all of you here ,and jeremy heads up becuase NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS TO ME I WILL NEVER END UP CRAWLING TO YOU!so stop dreaming stupid ass

And for all of you im done
Text me on my social media saying all that
And keep going because i found a reason to actually keep
Breathing and that james and guess what i know
You guys are gonna find your way and ruin me
So there no point

Ill

Finish

Myself

For
you

Goodbye

(I slammed the door walking out)

Me:(thinking)well I guess its time to
Be greeted by death ......................