I just left and its time for me to greet death ---((James starts running after me ))
And he reaches up to meJames:what you said in there was it true ?
(I don't answer )
James:was it true?
(I don't answer)
James:please ruby tell me (he pleaded)
Me:(james can we just go home please)
James:fine (he sighed) also his hands were shaking of the nervousness and i could tell his eyes were filled with
Worry and sadness
We got home after a 15 minute silent walk ~~~~|
Me and james were on the bed back to back
No talking ,and the room was filled with silent for
Two whole hours until james broke itJames:r ruby please tell me was everything you said about you dying true?would you have died if i didnt come after you?
Me:honestly if you didnt come after me i.......................would have killed myself
...........................James:am i really the only thing have in this world ?
(We both started tearing up )
Me:yes james yes your my only sunshine or light i have to live look james ,look at it this way, your my oxygen and if i dont have you i cant live because i need oxygen to live, james you are that oxygen...............i ......need.....you ......
James:ruby ?
Me:yes james
James:if your every feel like you on the edge on the world dont take that last step because if you do ,ill be all over
And if you feel like you need to talk to someone
Please
Im right here ..............Me:james......
James:yes
Me:please dont ever ever ever leave me your my only oxygen
James:ok baby ok.....I promise
(We hugged)
James:well wanna search for house?
Me:yeah( i half smiled,trying to forget everything that happened)
20 minutes of looking for house later~~~~
Me:ohh i like that won
Me:nevermind if to expense
James:no no that just fine
Me:what do you mean ?we can't afford that ....
James:yes we can (he smirked)
Me:what do you mean non of us have jobs....
James:i have a secret job !
Me:oh really what is it?
James:im a boxer and i win fights and get paid for them, (at a gym)
Me:(thinking)that explains why he has such a hot /sexy body!
#hotmess if I've seen oneJames:ruby are you day dreaming again?
Me:n no pfft day dreaming whats that-oh look at this house!
James:yeah sure so you wanna check out the house you pointed out earlier
Me:yeah
James called the owner and said that we wanted to check out the house he said we could check it on Tuesday which was two days from now so yeah.............
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RomanceI'm a 17 year old girl my name is ruby teja I have been living or so I like to call my life_ hell _ I have one person in the world who cares for me my mom I have been bullied my whole life since I was 5 years old I've been threw many ups and do...