He's My Collar || 2D x Murdoc

eleven

the blue haired singer silently got dressed.
it was 11:16am. he was deep in thought - with murdoc on his mind of course. he's been acting weird recently. it's all just very strange.

one minute he was all lovey dovey and now it's like he doesn't want to know the boy. they've had a few patchy conversations here and there in front of the others but apart from that they've spent no time alone at all.

it wasn't a nice feeling. the overthinking
the doubt, the worry. did 2d do something wrong? he wants to speak to murdoc but he doesn't want to seem clingy. maybe he just needs a bit of space. it's not like they're in a relationship anyways..

the singer exited his bedroom and took the elevator upstairs. he made his way to the livingroom but halted at the door when he heard the husky voice of murdoc.

"-sounds good...yeah..yeah no problem...
ahahah I know..okay then Manson, we'll talk soon".  Manson? that name seemed familiar.
2d walked in as murdoc put the phone down.

"who was that you were talkin' to?". murdoc jumped in surprise "2d! uh how long have you been there?". "not long. why? are you hiding summet?". "no of course not" murdoc denied.

2d stood staring at him with an unamused
look plastered on his face. "what?". the singer swallowed the lump that was in his throat "have you been avoiding me?". "avoi- what? no 2d, i haven't" murdoc unconvincingly lied.

"well it's a bit of a coincidence that you start actin' all weird after we...you know. it's like you got wot you wanted, so now you want nothin' to do wiv me". after hearing this murdoc looked genuinely hurt. "is that how low you think of me? wow. for once I am actually lost for words".

"well wot else was I supposed to think murdoc?! it feels like I'm invisible to you. like I don't even exist" 2d stated. "y-you've barely spoken to me all week. i feel like i'm loosin' my mind!".

"well the last time I checked we agreed on keeping this a secret so we have to continue acting like we did before. and anyways i've had stuff to deal with lately. important stuff".

"like wot?". "do you not know about the album release next month or is that too hard for you to grasp" murdoc bitterly spoke. 2d let out a frustrated grunt "you're a twat!".

murdoc started to smirk "you look cute when you're mad". "wanker" the singer cursed as he walked away. murdoc chuckled at the boys irritation, until his smile eventually dimmed after he had left.

he thought about what 2d had said about how he thought he was using him. murdoc doesn't really let things bother him but that really got to him.

he's not surprised why he thought that. sex is
all murdoc has ever known. it's probably just the intimacy that he craves. it makes him feel less alone. but with 2d it's not like that. it's different.

he truly cares for the singer. whenever he's with him all he wants to do is keep him safe. it's like an instinct. he's even thought about taking their relationship further.

it's too bad everything is gonna change..