Hawks x Reader Oneshots/ Headcanons

Another sort of update. Ik, i should just stfu ✋🙄

So first off, thank you so much for over 2k reads!!! It's wild to me still omg.

Ooo, I also changed the cover for this book. Ik it's irrelevant but yeah, I'm sure it's super obvious by now since I never addressed it but yeah I changed it but ik that I'm gonna change it again just not soon cuz I'm lazy. Anyway, this is all irrelevant info.

Moving on, I'd just like to say that I think chapter are gonna be coming out a bit slower. This semester I want to actually try getting better grades than I did last semester. So far, in one class I've always struggled in, I've felt more confident because I've managed to control myself and pay attention most of the time. Also, I'm really proud of myself for taking that many notes. And saying I'm proud of myself is something I rarely do so this is a big personal achievement for me this far. But anyways, I think chapters are gonna come out a bit slower but I'm not abandoning this. Also because I need to come up with new ideas too cuz I'm running out lmao.

With that being said, I really wanna address something rq. Nicknames I've used so far for these chapters. I'm sure a lot of you know where they came from and I just used them because when I started this, I thought "why not?" And also because sometimes can't use my brain for the life of me to come up with something. Regarding the nicknames and where they came from, there's been a lot of ig controversy surrounding not the nicknames but rather the person. I'm not gonna go into it but I'm sure you can find things said about this person on social media. They aren't very positive things.

So regarding that, would you guys like for me to take down the chapters and edit them so I choose different nicknames? Or would you want me to keep them as they are and from here on out, I write new chapters but with new nicknames?

And about the new nicknames, can y'all help a dumb bitch out? Ya girl doesn't know what to do. However, I was thinking of using "angel". Ik what you're thinking "bitch wtf that's basic asf 🙄." Ik but I thought about it and I thought it was cute but y'all help me decide. Lmk if you like that or not. If you don't, help me come up with something 😩.

This isn't gonna be regarding anything about this "book" but just something I wanna get out cuz I thought it was literally one of the most wholesome things.  So ik a lot of you know that plenty of guys have said things like "I don't mind if my girl is a bit chubby, I like them the way they are" or well, something along those lines. I think it's somewhat cute cuz now ik I don't have to wear fajas or exercise if ya girl is tryna catch herself a man if he likes them with some chub. Cuz I'm literally insecure about my belly area mostly because of the weight gain I've experienced and I'm sure a lot of you have also experienced. Jealous of you bad bitches who were able to lose weight and keep it off but yeessss bbyyyy keep being a baddie 😩.

So with this new weight, ya girl has gotten a bit bigger and one of the most obvious areas is the stomach. Which is why I brought this up. And y'all don't know how much more serotonin I release whenever I come across say, a TikTok of a guy or anyone really who say they don't mind if they're partner has more tummy or anything like that. And also, don't get me started on when people headcanon that certain (anime, duh) guys would actually rlly wouldn't mind if their partner was bigger. Ik, I'm a simp and what 🙄.

Anyways, I need to get to the point this wasn't supposed to be abt me I sound kinda conceited omg 🤠. But my long story short, I feel a little less insecure when I hear ppl say they rlly wouldn't mind if their partner was a bit bigger.

Moving on from that, the wholesome thing I wanted to talk about was what my friend said. So we were all in a zoom call and we were just talking, catching up. He's a friend of mine and he's dating one of my close friends. And he was asking if it was weird if he liked his partner's body. And we all assured him saying it wasn't. Obviously as long as he's not being weird or perverted or creepy. If he's being respectful about it, then yes, it's okay. And he explained this by saying that he told this to one of his friends because ig he just brought it up in their convo? Idk. And then this dude says "it's just that I like girls who have some chub." And I was just there like fhskanslsm. It hits different once you hear it irl bro ☝️😩. And I knew he was talking about his girlfriend (my bestie 🤩). Because ik that she and I weren't skinny legends (😔) bc we had a bit more meat on us. Now, I'm not saying anything rude abt her so don't attack me y'all. I'm saying our body types ig you could call it that was like medium. We weren't plus size or small and so we fit into the middle. But y'all that was some of the most wholesome shit I heard in a while I almost teared up. Anyways, he's a pretty good kid but y'all best believe if he breaks her heart imma pull up and it's gonna be in sight with this mf 😤.

Anyways, going back to this book for sec here, lmk what y'all think and help me out. But I also wanted to say sorry I dipped again for like almost a month but I think imma release a chapter soon. But I hope y'all are doing well rn and that you're safe. Good bye for rn and take care <3.