Hawks x Reader Oneshots/ Headcanons

Not a new chapter, just a small rant, sorry

This is basically just me ranting so if you don't wanna read this, I understand you could just ignore this.

These last few weeks have been pretty stressful ngl. It's mostly been because of school and the fact that I haven't had much motivation and my grades aren't very good let's be honest. So yeah, as result, my grades are suffering. And I'm really stressing out about that. Another thing is I tried doing dual enrollment. That's basically where you take a college level course as a high school student and you get credits for both college and high school. I was only taking one course but it's been proven to me just how difficult it really is. I fell out of line weeks ago and I couldn't seem to catch up. I emailed the counselor in the afternoon about dropping that course and to just switch over to a regular high school but I haven't had a response from her and I'm honestly getting worried because I don't think I'll be able to bounce back from my current grade (it's bad, trust me). May I also mention that progress reports are coming in the mail in a couple days and I really don't wanna get lectured or worst case, whooped. Or have my phone taken cuz otherwise I wouldn't be able to rant and spill the tea with the homies.

Another thing I wanna talk about is how frustrated I've been feeling with myself and the whole distance learning thing . Regardless as to how much others seem to struggle, they manage to pull through and at least have average grades in school and I'm honestly very happy for them because they're able to push through whatever it is they are struggling with. Whereas I can't even spend five minutes on a assignment without getting distracted at times. And I get so frustrated with myself because I know I can do I but there's been so many days where I've felt little to no motivation. Whenever I do get started on an assignment, I remember that I also have other things to do so when I'm done, finishing that assignment is the last thing I wanna do. And also, I'm sick and tired of hearing these teacher say the typical bullshit of "I understand these are difficult times" "make sure to take care of yourselves" "self care is very important" "your mental and physical health are important" and lastly, the classic "I've got so much grading to do". Like okay, maybe don't assign us all that work then both of us won't be constantly stressed. Another thing I've heard from one of my teachers is that she wants to get things done and out of the way so she can do the activities she enjoys doing. So do I, Silvia, you aren't special tf. Also, my college course teacher has deadass cancelled a classes before because she's had migraines. Caused by what you may ask? Grading all the assignment she gave us. She's pretty nice and chill for the most part but I'm still salty about that Tsukki can't compare. So anyways, I'm really hoping Miss Counselor Girl read my email and dropped me outta that class otherwise this could really affect my transcripts and financial aid. Being first gen and not being made of money is really something, huh?

I also hope that progress reports come in after my birthday (it's almost here but it doesn't really feel like it) because I'd really like to ask my parents for something online and I highly doubt they'd wanna get me anything at that price point once they see the progress report. However, with what I want I'm gonna keep an eye out for when the things go on discount cuz I don't wanna make their pockets hurt. Or maybe, I just shouldn't ask idk. I've also been debating with myself back and forth whether I should make a second account on TikTok just to talk about some fandom stuff like the MHA fandom. So far, I'm still debating. If I decide to pull through with it, I could let you guys know if you wanna follow me there. I won't be giving away my personal account because I'd like to keep them both separate.

Anyway, school out of the way for a minute, I was reading the MHA manga for the last couple days and I finally got to reading chapters 290 and 291. And y'all- I couldn't say I was too purposed by some things cuz I've heard and seen spoilers but I've tried my best at avoiding them to the best of my abilities. However, there were some other things that did surprise me ngl. I don't wanna mention anything from it just yet or unless some of you would t mind. But if I did, I'd most likely have to put up a spoiler warning so you could keep it in mind if you wanted to proceed with reading ahead.

Anyways, if you e stick around and read my rant, sorry but thank you. Next time, I'll be back with a new chapter so don't worry. Also, the last chapter I uploaded was in a different pov so I'm wondering if you guys prefer that over the last ones I've uploaded. If so, would you mind if I edited the previous chapters to that pov? Let me know your opinion on that cuz I'm struggling with that rn. That's the end of my rant for today, folks.

Again, I'm sorry this was really long but thanks if you stuck around and read the whole thing through.

(Lmfao, the word count on this is higher than what I can come up with for an assignment with a certain word count required.)