Loving you could be the end of me (Shoni Fanfic)

Chapter 13 - What do you want from me?

Author's note;
This chapter has 2k characters, so I hope you enjoy. Sorry for the long wait. There's another author's note at the end, which I would appreciate if you read.

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After everything that happened with Shoni and Andrew, the rest of the group thought it was best to do their separate things. They all went their own ways to get some air and clear their heads. Especially Toni.

Toni was beyond angry. She had every right to be. The one who claimed that she was infatuated with her, proved that there would always be someone that is better than her. Toni wouldn't deny that she has flaws, but doesn't everyone have them? No one is perfect after all.... Even if there was a detailed analysis about the concept of perfection, Toni knew she wouldn't even come close it.

She always wondered if there was anything wrong with her. She was always left with no answers on why people ended up leaving her. After witnessing the same ending over and over again, Toni had finally accepted that it was herself , that caused people to leave her with a broken heart.

Toni didn't even realise that she was daydreaming, until a figure decided to sit next to her. Toni made no move to greet the person, because she was so hung up on her thoughts, and the pain she was feeling.

"I am sorry, Toni." Toni turned to the figure, smiling softly when she realised it was Fatin.

Toni shrugs in response, not having the energy to cry, or even break things in anger. The only thing that she felt was a sharp pain in her heart. She guessed it was caused by Shelby's dark confession.

Fatin places a hand on Toni's shoulder, trying to comfort her. Toni looks at Fatin.

"It's alright, Fatin. I can't force love. I ain't Cupid. I can't shoot Shelby with a fucking arrow that says, 'you only should have feelings for a short, tempered lesbian.' Shelby isn't in love with me, and I just have to accept it."

Fatin holds back a laugh, causing Toni to raise her eyebrow.

"I am sorry, but are you sure you're not describing Rachel, and not yourself. We both have seen how bad her temper is, and she definitely is into girls, but I ain't assuming." Fatin says between laughs, causing Toni to chuckle softly.

The pair sits in silence. Fatin wanted to cheer Toni up, so she decided to do, what she does best.... Get Toni to make Shelby jealous, by getting under someone. But, the question is, who?

A figure appeared out of nowhere, conveniently answering Fatin's prayers. She had a twig in her hair, but still managed to pull it off. She had long, curly, dark brown hair, which cascaded down her shoulders. Her bright blue eyes, held a glow that was so heavenly and powerful. The bit of sun, that was on the island, was directed at the girl's jawline, which made her look even more attractive. Her smile overpowered every physical feature that the girl had, luring anyone with eyes.

Toni was completely taken away by the beautiful angel, that magically appeared out of nowhere. Fatin looked at Toni with a smirk, causing Toni to roll her eyes. Fatin knew that the hot girl was the key to make Shelby jealous. Now, Fatin just had to play matchmaker.

The girl walked towards the group, happy that she had finally found people. She approached Fatin and Toni with such confidence, that it made them both incredibly nervous. Once she reached the pair, she greeted them both with a smile and wave.

"Hello. I am so glad I have met actual people on this shitty island." The girl spoke in a thick british accent, which Toni and Fatin found incredibly sexy.