Night Changes

Part 21

It had been six months since the miscarriage. It took me about a month to get over then we had to wait 3 months to start trying again but the past two me and Charlie have been trying. I decided to be hopeful this time. It didn't do me too good last time.

(A/n I just remembered they are in a hotel with all the cast so now they are gonna have an apartment about two miles from the hotel the cast is at.)

Which brings me to where I am now sitting by Charlie on the bathroom floor with a pregnancy test on the counter, "I hope it's positive.", I said looking as Charlie. I had missed my period for two weeks, have insomnia, certain foods make me nauseous, and my boobs were sore which is like all the signs well except morning sickness.

"Me too. Do you feel like it is?"

"Yes I mean I have close to all the symptoms."

"True, I've gotten nearly yelled at like five times."

I hit his arm, "How much longer?", I said impatiently.

"Still have two minutes." I groaned, putting my head on his shoulder.

"I can't wait this longggg."

"You can do it. You've done it a million times before."

"I wonder how much money we've spent on these things."

"I mean we've bought about ten boxes."

"How many have we used?"

"About 7 boxes which had two tests in them."

"Goodness."

"Yeah." Then we heard the timer go off. I jumped up as fast as I could then dragged Charlie up.

"Are you ready to meet your fate?", I said putting my hand on the sides of the test since it was upside down.

"Yes! Just flip it over."

I flipped it over, "It only has one line.", I see my heart breaking.

"Let me see.", he said, taking the test out of my hand.

"I hate this.", I said putting my head in his chest.

"Listen."

"What?"

"It has two lines genius."

"Wait really!?!?!"

"Yes the other line just showed up. Look.", he said handing it to me.

I took it and looked at it. It had two dark red lines. I threw my arms around Charlie's neck, "Thank you thank you thank you."

"You're welcome. I'd do anything for you.", he said, putting his arms around my waist.

"I love you."

"I love you too. When are we getting an appointment?"

"Next week, this week is filming filming."

"Alright and are we gonna tell the cast?"

"No let's make them find out for themselves."

"Not even Madi?"

"No she'll be the first to figure out."

"Okay what about Leo?"

"Let's not tell him until we tell the cast you never know what's gonna come out of his mouth."

"True, true now let's go to bed it's literally 2.", he said picking me up.

"No, we need to celebrate ice cream."

"What flavor do you want?"

"Take a guess."

"Mint chocolate chip?"

"Yappp.", I said, burying my head into his shoulder.

"I'm gonna have to set you down to make the ice cream."

"Right." I said hopping down and going to sit on the counter.

"Your bump is showing.", he said, taking the ice cream out of the freezer.

"No it's not.", I said looking at it. I had on sweatpants and a sports bra so you could tell if it was showing.

"Barely but it's there your ab line is fading."

"No it's not."

"I said barely."

"I worked so hard to get them though.", I pouted.

"You can still see them don't worry just not as defined as it was."

"But it took me five moths to get them."

"Please don't cry." He said coming and hugging me.

"I love them though.", I said placing my head on his shoulder.

"Do you not wanna get pregnant?"

"Yes!", I said a little loud and quickly.

"Then stop complaining.", he said laughing a little and going back to fixing the ice cream.

"Oh I almost forgot the therapist is coming tomorrow." I had gotten a therapist a week after the miscarriage because my mental health wasn't that good, but I had gotten attached and love her now. She comes every Friday at 6 pm which is what I look forward to every week.

"Are you going to tell her?"

"Yeah probably. Do you want me to?"

"Whatever you want, ice cream is ready with chocolate syrup, whipped cream, adn sprinkles.", he said, handing me the bowl.

"Thank you I love you so much!", I said slowly getting off the counter. "I wanna watch a movie."

"Okay what movie?"

"Romance not sad."

"Like a Hallmark movie?"

"Yeah but not."

"Afters on our recommended."

"I don't know what that is."

"Let's watch the trailer.", Charlie said, putting on the trailer while I just happily ate my ice cream.

"That looks good, let's watch it.", I said, pointing my spoon at the T.v.

"Alrighty but after this we have to go to sleep."

"But why though?"

"You Are pregnant for one. We have to get up early. Third, we have jobs that take a lot of effort."

"Fine.", I sighed.

"Did you wanna stay up late?"

"Yeah I wanted to celebrate all night."

"We can celebrate tomorrow, I promise."

I sighed, "Okay but we'd have to be secretive."

"Yeah but we have our apartment so we could just celebrate here."

"Yeah, yeah lets just watch the movie.", I said eating my ice cream. He laughed a little for no reason and ate his too.