Can't stop thinking about you (Book 1) bxb story

Epilogue

Epilogue
Blake's POV (point of view)

It's June 9th of 2020
It's been one week since after I've confessed to David Flynn. My best friend, Jacob, had became distant and silent. It's like he never even knew me anymore.
I can't believe I've lost my best friend. I guess it's probably because he was jealous that I've made more friends than him and that I never got to talk to Jacob that much for a while. But I still have my other friends like Max, Mohammad, Cole, Jackson and Liam.

Mohammad is a great friend. Nerdy and smart but he's alright. Jackson is so talkative that he would be the most fastest talker in the school in my opinion. Then there's Max and Liam. Both smart and both who loves talking a lot. Max is the funniest in the group. Liam would be the type of guy who would always help his friends in need. They're so good at maths and science though that, they might be more smarter than me but I don't really care. I'm terrible at science especially the chemistry part. But I do love maths though. And finally, there's Cole. He's the tallest in my group of friends. He likes drawing and sometimes being sarcastic.

There's also me. I'm like the quietest in the group or maybe people think that I am quiet. I'm just an average boy who's Asian, who likes basketball, playing the piano, playing video games and who's gay. I actually feel proud saying that word.

I wasn't really close to David's friends except Max. Max is really cool but I think the others don't like me especially Finn. He probably thinks that I'm a creep or a weirdo or something else. But I don't care what people think of me. Either that I'm gay or not.

I couldn't help stop thinking about David. I think of him everyday and every night. I couldn't help it. God I'm exaggerating so much. So embarrassing but it's true.

No one knows yet that I'm gay. Not even my family. I hope David won't say. I'm too scared to talk to him. I just hope that the right time will come by to speak the truth. I wonder how's everything with his so called friend Kristen. But I'm glad he has someone else other than me. Probably for the best I guess.