Jamanchu (ongoing)

VC.

"They laugh at me because I'm different;
I laughed at them because they are all the same."
-Princess Diana-

Interviewer:
"You went to the same university with KGE-sshi. How was she back then?"

PJM:
"KGE was very popular in school for her pretty face and acting skills. Many boys had their eyes on her. She was popular. Go Eun is very talented as an entertainer. She sings well too."

Interviewer:
"Tell us about KGE being a co-worker to you and others."

PJM: 
"Kim Go Eun brought the atmosphere to the set among the staff, took care of the actors, and led to dinner together. She did a lot of that for me. It was as if Kim Go Eun was giving a message, "My older brother is going to do it."

Park Jung Min 2018
KGE's Byeonsan co-star and long time friend from KNUA

*#*

KGE's bedroom
12 am

The world seemed to collapse on her. The angel of death had just come to take her away when the call was ended. The buzzing sound in her ears gave her a severe pain on the head when ironically, she couldn't hear a thing at all. Her eyes got blurry all of a sudden, and she was tongue-tied; nor could she move her lips when all she wanted was to scream his name. However, her voice didn't even come out of her mouth. Her brain was frozen dead.

Imino, what should I do?
What can I do?

Her body went stiff, and all the joints in her body ached. 

Imino...

KGE could only silently call his name as she prayed, 

Dear God,
Please help him, help me...
Don't let anything bad happen to him...

Her eyes began to sting, and a tear dripped unwittingly from her unblinking eyes.

Lord, the Almighty...
Please save him once more...
And take him home safely for me.
I promise to cherish and love him more...

It seemed like it took KGE forever to regain herself again. It was an unbearable, overwhelming dread of fear to her heart and mind when she heard LMH and WDH's panic screams. KGE was not sure about what was happening or what had had just happened to her boyfriend. She didn't even have a chance to ask him when it happened. But the frenzy and the scary voices behind the two boys' screams were killing her. 

The only fact KGE knew for sure was that something had really gone wrong. The voices she had heard before their call was disconnected had sent her fear and acute anxiety while her heart was pounding so hard. KGE couldn't describe her feelings in the right words. Apart from her frozen dead brain, neither could she breathe because of her ugly hunch right now.

Die.
That was precisely the word. 
Everything went silent and numb. 
The world seemed to stop revolving.
She got herself paralyzed for a moment.

It was so quiet here. Cold and frightening. She could only hear her weak breathing.

Imino...
Please be safe.

Finally, she collected herself.
KGE tried to dial LMH's number.
She tried her best to move her trembling fingers.
Her lips started to tremble also. She was trembling all over.
Tears rolled down her cheeks. KGE couldn't help crying and sobbing.

With trembling fingers, she pressed the zero button on her phone. Aside from this agonizing intolerable situation, KGE felt so lucky that she had decided to save LMH's number on her speed dial memory.