Jamanchu (ongoing)

TODAY

You'll have good days,
Bad days,
  overwhelming days,
too tired days,
I'm awesome days,
I can't go on days.
But every day, you'll still show up.
-nn-

Jan 20, 2020
Presidential Suite Signiel Seoul
8 am

KGE startled from her sleep. She couldn't sleep well because her mind couldn't stop thinking. She knew something was not quite right with LMH's heart. She could feel it in her guts. She trusted her instinct. Especially when she had watched him cried his heart out. It was safe to say that he was genuinely feeling down or something. She wondered why. 

She released herself from his embrace slowly. She didn't want to wake him up. The sun had risen. She went to the giant glass window and let it sealed. She didn't let the sun wake him. The room was so dark now. Too dark for her to be able to see her way. She cursed herself now, for she didn't think that the window sealed would be that potent. This fantastic hotel was too sophisticated for a simple girl like her.

She sighed. 

Where the hell is that button?? Aigoooo...
How would I walk now? 

Her hands tried to find the window seal's button. 

Beep

She heard the beep and saw the light on the side table, somewhere near LMH's bedside. She was relieved that she finally know where to go. She went to where the light was coming and stunned. 

Hollywood.
He's going to Hollywood.
What a huge step he takes now.
He must be excited.
But...
Was it about it?
Why he cried?
What about me, then?
Am I happy for him?
Should I be worry?
How about us?
Break off?
Break up?
Finished?
Ended?
Over?

She didn't blink from her stare at the phone screen. He didn't change the setting. She could read every message on the screen although she didn't mean to.
It was Fate again.
She sighed.

It was at 8 am. She didn't know what to do but sat on the sofa across the bed, staring at the man she was in love with. He looked peaceful, though. She smiled.

Imino...
I don't know what the future will bring.
But to decide something,
you need to have bravery.
The world out there is too scary,
but every hero has his own story.
Go and make history.
If one colossal step has already schemed,
then I will support you.
It's your life, your future, your pride.
I will never stop you from flying higher.
If the future is not meant for us,
then be it.
I will love you today.
And I will love you to the fullest. Today. 

She sighed.
She had decided.
What she had today was only for today. She wouldn't try to change anything. He met her, not by chance. Fate had brought them together.
If fate decided to let them live separate lives, she would like to think it was for the best.
She needed to believe.
She believed. 

"Yeoboseyo... This is Miss Lim speaking. How may I help you, Mrs. Lee?" a friendly voice greeted KGE.

"Yeoboseyo... Miss Lim, I'd like to swim and gym. Where should I go?" 

"Ye Mrs. Lee, our swimming pool and gym are on the 85th floor. They are open already. Shall I send an escort for you, Mrs. Lee?"

Mrs. Lee.
She grinned at the title. 

"Arasseo... No problem. I can go by myself. But.. may I know the password for Mr... I mean, for my private elevator?" She rolled her eyes when she realized that she almost said, Mr. Lee. 

"Surely, Mrs. Lee. Do you need anything else?"

"Yes, I need a swimsuit and training suits."

"Right away, Mrs. Lee. We will send them to you."