Jamanchu (ongoing)

SLOW

It was 2.30am when she heard her phone rang.

LMH Sanbae.

She was startled by the name appeared on her screen.
Am I dreaming?

"Yeobseyo,," she tried to keep her voice in a normal tone. But she guessed she failed.

"KGE-sshi, did you just wake up? I'm sorry then.." LMH sounded a little unsure. It must have been her voice that made him sound almost like he was regretting of calling her.

"No, it's okay sanbaenim, I was just a little tired. I guess I was dozing off, but I'm all ears now. Anything I can do for you?" she convinced him that it was okay to call her. Somehow she needed to know why he called.

"Can I come to you?" his tone was a little deeper than before.

"Do you mean you would come to my van?" she was fully awake now. She got herself confused by his question. Was it a request or just a question? Should she say yes or just tell him no? Why did she feel it was a little too intimate in the way he said it?
She must be really dozzed off.

"Are you still here?" he asked again eagerly. She didn't have a heart to say no to a voice with a sound like that.

"Yes, I'm still here. We are still waiting for some of my staffs. They still cleaning up. Are you alright?" she couldn't help to ask him whether he was alright or not. He sounded like he got something really important that he couldn't wait to tell her in person.

"I'll be there." and he hung up.

She wasn't ready for that. A little bewildered, she put her phone on her side of her seat. KGE didn't even get a chance to say yes or no. Was he out of his mind? He just hung up on her. What was it that he really need to come and see me? She wondered.

She pulled her hair to tied it up and then put her sweater on. She peeped through the van's mirror to check on her face. She looked just fine, she thought. She sighed. What are you trying to do now, sanbaenim? She thought.

She opened the sliding door and waited for LMH. And there she saw him coming. He was coming for her.

She thought that she was having a kind of beautiful but strange dream right now. She didn't blink when she saw LMH walked toward her with his long legs and all his beauty.
My King.
She whispered.
Her mind never let her think any other way.

She got off from her van. She couldn't help but smiled to her strange feeling she was having right now. How surreal it was for her that she was there standing with her smile while waiting for her King. She almost choked on her delusional mind. What was she thinking? She wasn't even a princess waiting for her knight in shining armor riding on his white horse.

He was walking so fast, she thought.
No, he was running to her. She believed that her heart was beating faster and faster as he came closer. Her eyes catched his eyes. She got quivered by the look in those beautiful dark eyes.
What was that?
Why am I so scared?

As he came closer and closer, she felt her body got frozen on the spot where she was standing. She couldn't  moved. She was paralyzed all at once. What was he doing?

Her eyes seemed to get blurry too.
What was really happening?
Why did it look like he was going to throw himself on her?
He pulled her hard and wrapped her body tightly in his embrace all in sudden.
What happens?
What is happening?
He holds me.
His arms around me.
Is it for real?
It's so tight.
I can't breathe.
I can't move.
How can I move?
It's too tight.
Should I move?
I don't want to move.
Her brain suddenly became dull. She was busy with her own thoughts.

He stroked her back softly after his sudden embrace. Her brain was still processing it all. When he pressed her head to his neck with his right hand while the other hand circled around her back, she couldn't stop her whole body from shuddering.
What are you doing to me, sanbaenim?
Eotteokhae?
Wae?

He pressed his cheek on her head that she could hear his vein pulsating along with her own heartbeats.

You smelled so good, sanbaenim.
She inhaled his fragrance deeply until her lung couldn't take it anymore.

She unconsciously snuggled her head deeper to his neck and put her arms around him. She gently pressed his body even tighter to hers.
Her heart pounded loudly.
I love it like this.
You feel so nice.
She sighed.

She heard him murmuring.
As he slowly lowered his head to her ear, she shivered and she closed her eyes tighter. How she enjoyed the ticklish feeling on her skin as his lips almost touch her ear. The warm breath from both his lips and his nose sent an ache under her belly.

"GoEun-nie, this is how I will hug you." he said huskily.

The sound of his voice, mixed with the sweet words he just said and the movement of his lips near her ear sent her a strange sensation. She felt it in her whole body. It was warm under her skin and gave her goosebumps. She melted in his embrace.

And then she let him swayed her side to side softly.
Why it feels this good?
Are you for real, sanbaenim?
She closed her eyes as she enjoying every seconds of this moment.

"Are you okay?" LMH asked her after a moment. With his cheek still pressed on her head.

She couldn't answer him. She was too sleepy in his embrace. She was too tired to control every sensations he had given her. And most of all, she was too shy to answer.

He loosened his embrace slowly. She felt the air had come in between. It chilled her bones. She felt like she had been to another time and now she had to come back.

She tilted her head up and sought his eyes. He looked back at her with those dark and glowing eyes. She stunned for seconds. She saw a hesitation in his gesture. But then he smiled brightly as he said,

"KGE-sshi, go get your rest. We are going to have so much to do within a view hours." and as he lowered his face to her left side cheek and snuggled to her ear, he whispered, "I'll be waiting, KGE-sshi..and I promise you, I will take it slow," softly and raspy.

She just stood there when LMH bid her goodnight.

*****

Beep..

"Euniyah.. When is your first kiss scene with my MinHo-yah going to happen?"

Beep..
"Euniyah! Are you teasing me? Answer me! When will you kiss my MinHo-yah??"

Beep..
"Euniyah!!! Are you kidding me??? Did you already kiss him???? Seriously??? I'll kill you yeodongsaeng! I swear!"

Silence

KGE murmured in her sleep.
"Oppa"

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Writer's note:
I hope you like this chapter.
I wrote it esspecially about KGE and her deepest feeling.

She was always the one with a deep considerations.

With love,
SAL

Will be back soon🎈