Jamanchu (ongoing)

LOVE LUST

Back to my life when you were only a dream.

It was the last episode of The Heirs.

Dec 12, 2013

Kim Tan said, "At eighteen, we fell for each other, we loved, we cried, we ran, we knelt, and we turned our backs on each other countless times."

Cha Eun-sang said, "But despite that, at eighteen, we ran toward each other, held hands, and held each other with all our strength. We might stumble again or kneel again. Despite that..."

Kim Tan said, "We go forward."

They held hands with their happy faces as the snow fell on their hair.

I found it beautiful and endearing when the young love went through everything, and they both fighting for their love.
How would it be if that Kim Tan was real?
That Kim Tan was there somewhere for me?
That Kim Tan loved me endlessly although he didn't know what the future may bring?
That Kim Tan, with all he might hold my hand to go forward and never let me face my fears alone?

It was KGE's dream in her twentieth.
She fell in love with an 18th-year-old boy named Kim Tan. Kim Tan's love for Cha Eun-sang was beautiful for her eyes to see and her heart to feel.

KGE, 2015

Right at the BIFAN awarding night, she finally saw her Kim Tan with her very eyes. He looked surreal that night. KGE just smiled when Kim Tan walked to the stage and amazed everyone, including her, with his dazzling speech.

The moment of truth was the hardest for KGE that night.
The man looked like Kim Tan, but he was not Kim Tan. He was the Hallyu King, LMH. She was in love for years with Kim Tan when the love shattered in just one night. That was one of the saddest moments of her life.

That BIFAN night was the very one night when KGE erased her dream for Kim Tan. The LMH himself let her realized that Kim Tan was only a dream. Her Kim Tan was only an empty dream. But yet, she smiled for LMH when he took her dreams away.
She smiled in her saddest night.

LMH erased her dream of Kim Tan in one fateful night. LMH had her woke up from her long and endless dream of Kim Tan. She was just another fan girl of LMH from that moment. Nothing more, nothing less.

If Kim Tan was a dream, then the man named LMH was a myth.
KGE smiled when her heart bled.
She woke up brokenhearted.
But, she moved forward.
She fell in love.
With works.

KGE, 2019

KGE never thought that one day she would work with the actor who played Kim Tan himself. The unbelievably handsome and charming LMH.
The Myth.

Her world was turned upside down.
She had to deal with this LMH.
The one who played Kim Tan.
The Kim Tan she once loved.
The Kim Tan, who had gone.
The Kim Tan she lost.

Would she find her love?
The love of her dream.
The love of her life.
Her true love.

Would there be another Kim Tan?
Who would make her go forward.
Who would love her endlessly.
Who would stand for her.
Who would keep her.

...For as long as they both shall live, and till death do they part...

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The Alley, Filming Set
5 pm, LMH's van, Parking Lot

KGE got inside her van with KYJ. They wanted to practice their lines for tonight's scene. They had one hour to practice before the rehearsal at 6 pm.

"Aww... Did you see LMH sunbae, GoEun-ah? How can he look that handsome in real? Oh... And the way he called you and waved at you... Are you sure he doesn't try to make a move on you??"