Beside You - RamKing

Chapter 17

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The next morning, I woke up by the sun shining right into my face and carefully opened my eyes. At first it was a little too bright to see, but my eyes soon got used to it and I changed my focus to Phi king. He was still sleeping, tightly hugging me and us both in a cocoon of the blanket. Carefully, I raised my hand and started caressing his head. The soft silky strings of black hair got removed from his face before I gave him a kiss on his forehead. He looked so peaceful when he was sleeping like this...

My left hand reached out to get my phone, while trying my best to not move too much so he would stay asleep. There was a new message from Duen...

Duen: Good morning Ram... Is everything okay up there with you two? I was able to hold the others back from waking you guys up, but... you know they can feel that something is off.

I sighed a little and looked at Phi King again, who was slightly rubbing his head against my chest while sleeping. What had happened last night... I would definitely need to speak about it with King... and tell the doctor about it. He had warned me that those kind of things could happen, if he got triggered by some things... but I couldn't really say that i was prepared for what happened hours ago. And what about the others? could i really keep this from them? Tee and Mek/Boss were one thing... but it just didn't feel right to keep it from P'Bohn. King was his best friend and he cared for my phi like a brother, like Duen and I cared for each other. And if something like this had happened to Duen, he wouldn't leave me in the dark. 

After contemplating for a couple of minutes, I typed an answer in my phone:

Ram: He is still peacefully sleeping since last night, no additional happenings. Maybe tell them for now that King is resting because he is exhausted from yesterday. Tee, Boss and Mek were wanting to go on a small hiking trip today anyway, so only you two and us would be left in the mansion. When Phi King wakes up, I am going to talk with him about last night... and then let's see.

It didn't took long till Duen replied and I slowly nodded.

Duen: Okay. I will bring you two some breakfast up later and leave it in front of the door.

I  put my phone back next to me, when King started moving a little. His eyes opened slowly, him looking up to me with the most adorable face I had ever seen. What a cute boyfriend he was.

"Hey... how are you feeling?" I whispered softly, removing one or two strains of hair from his forehead and giving him a soft kiss there. 

He opened his eyes a little further and smiled softly.

"I... I'm okay." His voice was a mere whisper, and I could see his reaction when hearing his own voice again after such a long time. 

"Phi... I know that you are not okay... you don't have to hide your feelings from me, remember? I love you with all my heart."

I was caressing his cheek softly and could feel him leaning his face in my hand, while closing his eyes.  We stayed in his position for a while, me just softly looking at him and letting my thumb room over the soft skin below his eyes, while he was just laying there.

" scared... exhausted...weak... and it...hurts"

His voice was trembling, tears starting to roll down from his eyes and his body felt a little as if he was shaking. I carefully sat up, leaning my back against the head of the bed, pulling him up so that he was sitting on my lap  and hugging him. We were still covered with the blanket, making it a little cozier around us.