Soooo, where to begin? Let me state the obvious first. I've been MIA for...lets not count back, ok? I'd rather not write my "memoirs" for the months I've been away, but I will say this: I've missed this so fucking much. I miss my boys, I miss your comments, I miss the whole friggin' thrill of writing.
Maybe what I will say now will win me a hoard of angry-naughty readers, but I made a pledge of honesty I have to keep, you know? So here it goes... I lost my way with this story. Now, before you go make a voodoo doll for me, let me explain. I've not written anything in months. Not read this story. Not kept it fresh in my mind. Completely disconnected.
That's what happens when real life bitches at you and you end up having to deal with stuff. Now I have a full time job and 90% less time to write. Plus, my PC flatlined a while ago.
After so many months away, I find myself completely lost. No clue of how to continue.
Good thing is: I can find my way ;)
Not so good thing: you might not like how I go about it, coz I'll have to go back and read from the start. Big no-no for an OCD writer such as...yours truly.
Sad, but true.
Oh, and I'm thinking of changing my pen name. I know: totally random XD Maybe I'll go and find myself a badass pen name generator, then dump "Jean Roz."
Anyway! Sorry for this not being a "real" update. But I thought you might appreciate me letting you know where things are to give you a feel of how close an update is, realistically.
Now feel free to let me know what you think. That includes bitching ;)
See you around.
XOXO
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If He Ever Cries (manxman / boyxboy)
RomanceKaiden turned heads everywhere he went. Twenty years of sexy, smart-tongued, intelligent, goodness. But he was in love with the wrong man. The love of his life was already taken by someone he couldn't fight against. When the twists of life rip his l...
