Connection

Chapter 14

Ashtons P. O. V

I walked into school seperating from my friend, charlie. He's a nice kid but but if a nerd. I looked around the halls a bit to find Kelly but i looked and i saw people down at the bottom of the hall. It looked like Kelly, my eyes started sqwinting so i could see who the other person was. It was Luke... my favourite person, i didnt really mind them talking cause Luke really liked her so he must just be trying to sorta shit out. So i carried on walking to my spot not really worrying about Luke and Kelly.

A few minutes later Kelly came and sat next to me. "What was that about?" I questioned. "Um he was just sorting out everything that happened and that hes moved on and stuff" she answered with an unsure and not very believeable voice, while playing with the sleeves on her sweater. "Mmm okay" I reply not believing her one bit. Why was she wearing a sweater its hot as hell today maybe she is getting sick and has a temperature and she feels cold but it shouldnt be anything serious. "Are you okay" i ask tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear, "i-i-i fine" she choked as she untucked the piece of her from behind her ear. She didnt look happy or cheerful like she usually does but i cant really expect her to be like that all the time everyone has there ups and downs but im not worrying to much it cant be anything bad otherwise she would tell me. Right?

During the day i was telling her jokes to try make her happy and crack a smile, it worked but every time she laughed it sounded fake, every time she talked she seemed blunt. Was she angry at me? Did i do something wrong? I really wish that i could make her laugh for real it sorta broke me to know i cant make her happy especially when she isnt feeling 100%

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I got home laied on my bed for an hour or so and I was going through my phone contacts and I changed everyone's names so every single name had an emoji on the end of there name. I came to Kelly's name and I smiled at my phone I bet I looked like an idiot and changed her name to, Kelly welly ❤️ her name made me think about today and her being upset my facial expression dropped into a sad face I think about so many reason on why she could of been upset i felt a large frown appear on my face. I couldn't stand the thought of leaving her at home upset. Or her being home alone sick. I should be there looking after her like she looked after me.

[ To: Kelly welly ❤️ ]

Hey babe come over

[ From: Kelly welly ❤️ ]

I can't have to look after Andrew

I really needed to see her and I couldn't just not see her just because of her brother. I suddenly had an idea

[ To: Kelly welly ❤️ ]

Then can I come over to your place

[ From: Kelly welly ❤️ ]

Sure thang 😘

Me and Kelly weren't dating we just had a thing together but I'm waiting for a good moment to ask her to be my girlfriend and I can not wait for that moment but I really hope she hasn't lost feelings for me. Maybe that's why she's upset but she must still like me she just sent me a kissy face but what if she is gonna back off in a subtle way. What if I'm not her type anymore. But I'm just over thinking it. Hopefully.

[ To: Kelly welly ❤️ ]

Okay sweet I'll be round in 10 see ya soon ;)

I grabbed a grey baggy t-shirt that came to my mid thigh area and wore my black skinny jeans a pair of converse and a beanie just to top it off. I was so glad that she only lived around the corner from me. I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door.

I started walking. i was half way there and of corse it started belting down with rain. The drops started getting harder and harder stinging my skin. i held my head down and picked up my pace.

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Kelly's P. O. V

I heard raining started to poor down, i love the sound of rain hitting the roof its so calming and relaxing. I laid down on the couch listening to the sound of the rain, i started dozing of within the first few minutes. Everything went dark and i think i had fallen asleep. I heard a knock on the door waking me up, i shot up off the couch and walked to the front door. giving Ashton the biggest hug in days.

"What was that for?" Ashton giggled. I looked up at him still not letting go, i smiled and burried my head in his chest hugging him a bit tighter. I

After a few minutes i loosened my grip feeling Ashton pressing his cold wet lips against my forehead. "Why are you wet?" I questioned with a cheeky grin followed by a slight wink. "Its called rain dip shit" He replied screwing up his face. "Hey today at school you looked upset is everything okay?" His face turned serious. I felt my smile drop, my eyes started to well up with tears, i breated in deeply in held my breathe for 5 seconds then breathed out quite heavily. "Um Ashton can we sit i need to tell you something" I pulled him to the lounge room sitting him down on the long couch. He looked so confused and he sorta looked a little frightened by those words.

I sat down on a the only one seater couch with my elbows on my knees and my hands running through my hair i cant believe i was actually gonna tell him this. "Um well Ashton"
"Yeah?" He replied, i looked up and i saw all the hurt and fear in his eyes, i cant tell him it will break him heart i will just tell him another time. "Kelly?" He waves his hand infront of my face. "uh yeah" i answer playing stupid. "What do you want to tell me?" he said awkwardly. "Argh nothing just wanted to tell you, i-i love you" I say creating a fake smile. I really did love Ashton though no words could describe the feelings i had for him, nothing could even come close. But it breaks my heart that im lying to him about me cutting, but i dont think he would be ready to know and i honestly dont think im ready to tell him and put 'us' in that position. I dont wanna lose him. "Aw Kelly i love you to" Ashton and I both stand up as he pulls me in for a hug. i felt my sleeve slide up as i brushed it against his back, i quickly pulled out of the hug and pulled down my sleeves frantically. Everything went quiet for a while.

I started fidling with the sleeves of my sweater trying to pull the over my hands as much as i could. "You look cold im gonna go make us some hot chocolate" i say breaking the silence. "Argh no thanks" Ashton replies shyly. "Aw why not" I reply. "I-I'm just not feelin it aye."
"Fine. I'm getting you a dry shirt though" I answer with a slight smile I ran up to my mum and dads room I looked through all of my dads shirt but they all would make him look either gay or a faggot. I saw this one pocket tee that dad never wore so I cut the sleeves off making it into a singlet and grabbed dads plain black jumper.

I run back down stairs walking into the lounge room. He wasn't there I walked around a little and I couldn't find him "not funny ashton" I say letting out a little giggle. Suddenly I feel ashton jump on my tackling me onto the couch he sat on my legs tickling me all over "ASHTON ASHTON ASHTON" I yelled continuously letting out loud laughs every few seconds. I get my hand and hit him softly on the cheek. He stopped and looked at me with puppy dog eyes "stop it" I laughed. He dug his arms under my back trying to hug me. I didn't budge. So Ashton re-dug his hands underneath me and and laid on my chest slightly laying himself out on top of me. "Get off me your such a suck up" I say trying to push him off of me. He looks up at me the at my neck. Is there something on my or...

He starts kissing my neck and makes his way up to my lips our lips moved together in sync. We ended up tangling our legs together. After a while he started moving back down to my neck. He found my weak spot and started sucking on it. This lasted for at least a good 20 minutes. He started moving down to my chest area and I pushed him off of me. "Argh Ashton I'm not ready for that sorry"
"Hey don't worry about it I get it" he smiled. I sent back a smile. I then thought of what just happened and ran to the bathroom. "Shit" I mumbled. I looked in the mirror and see 5 or 6 love bites on my neck. I walk out of the bathroom with a grumpy face. "Ashy you naughty boy" I stomped. "What did I do?" He asked sarcastically. I just stared and pointed towards my neck, he approached my body slowly and placed a quick kiss to my lips "sorry gorgeous love you" he says hugging me I just stood there admiring his warmth on my body not hugging him back. I face planted my head into his chest and muffled "Love you to baby."