He slowly sat up. "Baby I know that you're very in experienced... But I used a condom, you're on the pill, and it doesn't happen that fast." He chuckled and turned over. "I'm three months K..." I said wrapping my arms around his waist and kissed the back of his shoulder. "I just thought you should know, but don't worry I have an appointment to get rid of it." I whispered as I snuggled against him. He didn't say anything. I waited, and waited, I realized I was waiting for him to tell me to keep the baby, and that he loved me but I knew that wasn't going to happen. "When's the appointment?" He finally spoke up, oh. "Um, a week... When we go back home." "Do you want me to go with you?" "Um... If you want" "okay, night." That was the end of our conversation, I was getting rid of our baby, and he could care less.
We were finally home and K had fallen asleep on my bed after he brought my bags to my room. I stared at myself in the mirror and you could sort of see my baby bump starting to grow. I don't want to get rid of this baby, I really don't want to get rid of this baby, but I know if I don't want to makes Kells angry I have to. "What the fuck are you doing?" I heard his sleepy voice and it scared me. I looked down and I realized I was subconsciously rubbing my bump. "I'm sorry." I whispered to the baby as I dropped my arms. "Commere." He whispered and I slowly walked over to him. He pulled me between his legs since he was sitting on the edge of the bed and he wouldn't take his eyes off my bump. "My appointment is today..." I said looking down at him as he placed his hand on my tummy and began rubbing it with his thumb. "Serenity you're 17... We can't keep this baby." I held back my tears as he finally said it himself. " I mean ima be gone all the time... You'll basically be raising it by yourself, and I can't do that to you... Casie's mom already takes care of her all alone, and it crushes me that she has to.. But I care a lot more about you and I couldn't picture you taking care of the baby and trying to live your dreams." He looked up at me with pain filled eyes and I knew he wanted to keep this baby, after all he was still rubbing my bump. "Your daughter didn't stop you from living your dream why will this baby stop me from living mine, if anything it'll motivate me." "I graduated before she was born." "Okay and I can be graduated before he is born, and have a job to buy him things. I want this baby babe... I know I'm young but I promise I can take care of it... Even if you want nothing to do with the baby." I plead wiping my eyes. Wow, I really wanted this baby. "Him? He? It's a boy?" He tried holding back a smile, and I giggled. "I'm not that far along yet... But I hope so... Can I please keep him?" I begged kissing both of his cheeks. "It's a baby, not a puppy baby girl...lets do it." He whispered in my ear. I hugged him tightly and kissed him hard. We're having a baby. "Who all knows?" "Just Em..." "Keep it that way? Big hoodies and what not, please?" My face dropped, he wanted me to hide it. He lifted my chin and looked into my eyes. "You don't need the stress of people bugging you or judging us, and everything okay, once he's born then we can decide if we want to publicly announce his birth or anything okay?" I nodded and he started back on rubbing the bump. I played with his hair and looked up as Emily walked into my room. She looked upset. "You ready?" She asked quietly. "She's not going." K mumbled looking over his shoulder. His hand felt protective over my tummy. "We're keeping it." I grinned and she ran over and hugged me,smashing into me as well as my tummy. "Watch the bump!" He raised his voice at her and wrapped his arms around my stomach. "Chill baby, he's okay." I whispered in his ear. "I'm sorry K, I didn't mean to smash into her..." "Emily!" I heard JP yell. She quickly got up and went downstairs. "Are you okay baby?" He asked looking at me all serious, I nodded rubbing his cheek. I've never seen him like this before, it was adorable.
"So you gonna move in with me?" I looked up at him as he stared up at my ceiling waiting for me to answer. "What about Emily...? And won't that be weird for B and Dub?" "They won't care if you move in, any time you're over you cook and clean, they love that shit." He chuckled. I traced his chest, was he really asking me to do this? Does he really want our relationship to get that serious? I sat up and he looked at me confused. "Are you serious about this? You really want me to move in with you, then people would know we're like official official... Really?" He smiled that perfect big grin of his and nodded. "Yes, I'm serious, I want to wake up to the smell of you making me breakfast in the kitchen... But be waking up in my own bed." Ah, he wants my maid services. "Well why don't you just get a maid for that." "I can't fuck my maid without making you upset." He said with a serious look on his face. I hate him. "What if I said no?" "Well then you say no... And make me sad." He pouted his lip and I giggled, I can't believe I'm considering this. I don't want to leave Emily, we moved here together from two different states, I won't leave her. I straddled him and softly kissed his lips and I felt him smile in our kiss. "I can't leave Em..." I gently bit his ear and he shivered."She'll be fine." "How about I get a new bed, you can pick it, and we take a few things from your room at home..." I slowly trailed my tongue along his jaw and I felt him get tense. I knew I had him but he was trying to fight it. "And then you can move in here for awhile..." I slowly sucked on his neck but made sure I didn't leave any marks, and a groan slipped out of his mouth. "I get to redecorate your room to my liking" "mhmm" I nodded and kissed his collarbone. I felt his hands grip my thighs and he flipped us over so he was on top. "I'll think about it." He smirked and I bit my lip before he kissed me.
🚨 THREE MONTHS LATER 🚨
"Shut up! You're so annoying!" I screamed at K, he couldn't stop himself from laughing at me trying to put his shoes on the top shelf in my closet so I threw them at him. He rubbed his arm. "You're not supposed to be stretching.. Stop jumping up and down your bouncing my baby in there, he can rage all by himself baby girl. I have to go get Casie, we'll be right back okay?" I'm meeting his daughter for the first time today and she's going to spend the weekend with us, I'm so nervous. He lifted my chin and looked into my eyes." She's been dying to meet you, she's gonna love you alright, trust me." He pecked me on the lips then left, I watched his car pull out of the driveway and then quickly showered. As I wrapped the towel around my body my phone chirped. I picked it up and smiled at my lockscreen a picture of K kissing my stomach where our baby was growing, I had a message from Em.
Em 👯: Hey I'm staying at JP's this weekend so enjoy the house alone with K, I hope he gets settled in nicely, I'll call you tomorrow.
Me: okay thanks, we won't be alone though I'm finally meeting Casie.
Em 👯: 😳 whoa really that's big! Good luck, I know she'll love you!
Me: thanks!
I set my phone on the counter and blow dried and flat ironed my hair then dried off my body and walked to my room. When I opened the door I saw K sitting on the bed with his daughter on his lap. "I'm sure she's excited to meet you too princess." He said "shit." I mumbled covering my body. K's head snapped up and he covered Casie's eyes eyes. Embarrassed I walked over to my closet and quickly put my panties and leggings on and then threw on my sports bra and one of his 'Property of The Land' shirts. I felt his eyes burning into me and I knew he was upset "I'm sorry, I thought you would be longer..." I whispered and he uncovered her eyes. "Case this is Serenity, my girlfriend." My heart still skips a beat when he says that. She got off his lap and wrapped her arms around my legs. My heart fluttered. "Hi I'm Casie." She smiled and I hugged her back. "Casie why don't you go watch some cartoons and then daddy will come make us some snacks, okay." I'm in trouble. " okay daddy." She says and then goes downstairs and K glares at me. "Why the fuck were you walking around naked?" "I just got out the shower and I was walking to my room to get dressed, I didn't hear you come in." "Anyone could've came in, JP, a stranger, Dub..." Since when did he worry so much? "JP is in Toledo because Emily is staying there this weekend, so we could have the house to ourselves." "Okay well Dub still walks in whenever he wants to, he coulda saw you naked, take your fuckin clothes to the bathroom. End of discussion." I raised my eyebrow appalled by the way he was talking to me, how dare he speak to me like I'm a fucking child. "I'm gonna go make snacks for your daughter and you're gonna rethink the way you just spoke to me." I turned on my heels and went down the stairs.
I made Casie some cheese, meat, and crackers and gave her some apple juice. K still hadn't come downstairs so me and her we're watching the princess and the frog waiting for him. " Do you love my daddy?" She asked when the movie was over and I choked on my juice. Of course I did. I was in the with him, the man I gave my virginity to, the man who was going to be the father of my first child. " I love him like you love a friend." I smiled kindly at her but she gave me a sad look. "What's wrong baby girl?" I asked pulling her onto my lap. She looked down. "Daddy told me he loved you, and he never felt the way he feels with you before, that's why I had to meet you, he says you're gonna be here for a long time, but if you don't love him like he loves you.." "No sweetie I do, I love him so much." She grinned and hugged me. K was in love with me, but if he was then why hasn't he told me?
