K's POV
I lay with my head against her soft ass in silence waiting for her to move, or yell at me, hell even a punch in the jaw just to let me know she was still there, but I got nothing. The quiet was killing me. We both were confused I assumed. I didn't want to move, the last time we fucked she threw me out, she can't do that at my own place but I was afraid she would leave.
A few more minutes had past and I felt my back getting stiff. Slowly moving up I left soft wet kisses from her Ass up to her shoulder and then I planted a kiss on her cheek and nuzzled my chin in her neck. "Say something, please." I feel so vulnerable like this, begging for someone to share their feelings with me. She turned over and looked up at me with tears in her eyes. "Why did you do that?" She actually sounded hurt, it made me feel guilty. "Because, you moaned, and called out my name in your sleep... I let my dick get the best of me, if you didn't like it why didn't you tell me to stop? Baby I would've stopped if you asked me to, you know that." I felt my voice crack and she reached up and rubbed my cheek with her thumb. "I didn't want you to... It felt good, I needed you, I missed that, but it was wrong,so wrong... now what?" I didn't feel as guilty anymore. She wrapped her arm around my neck and stared at me for an answer. I didn't know what to say. She smiled and ruffled my hair. I was afraid to say the wrong thing. "We can talk about that in the morning..." I nodded. "...you're bigger than I remembered, did you grow?" I chuckled. "Nah. You just gotta get used to me again." I watched her cheeks turn red as she probably remembered the first time we had sex, she took me in like a champ. I leaned down and hovered my lips above hers asking for permission to kiss those perfect plump lips. She giggled and leaned up locking our lips together. As Corny as it sounds I felt the fireworks go off and some sort of electric shock came from her lips and directly to my heart. It felt amazing. She took my lips between her teeth and gently tugged, causing me to groan.
Serenity's POV
I missed his soft lips. They felt right against mine, like this is exactly where I was supposed to be. In bed, with him. Slowly he kissed along my jaw and nipped at my neck. It felt good but I was too deep in thought to focus on that. Did I really want to allow myself to get hurt by him again? Was I ready to be stuck at home while he was out living the life of a rockstar? Does he even love me? Do I still love him like I think I do? "What's wrong baby?" He whispered and looked up from between my breasts. I shook my head. "Nothing Kells." I gave him a half smile. He sat up & put his boxers on and then crawled back into bed and laid down. "Sooo you want me to cuddle or sleep downstairs?" "It's your house, you decide." I really wanted to cuddle. K wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me against his chest, kissing my forehead and closing his eyes. I lightly traced his chest tattoos and a moment later I heard him quietly snoring. I pulled up the blanket and gently kissed his chest falling asleep to the sound of his heart beat.
It had to have been the mommy in me but I woke up to a quiet gasp coming from the prettiest little girl. She had covered her mouth and was grinning when I opened my eyes. "Are you my daddy's girlfriend again?" She whispered. I sat up holding the blanket up to cover me even though I still had his tank top on and looked over at her dad still knocked out looking like he's getting the best sleep he's had in awhile. "No baby girl." I simply told her. He could explain more later if he wanted to. Her smile dropped. "Oh... I'm hungry." "Okay sweetie I'll be downstairs in a minute go ahead and get dressed for the day, I have to get dressed and then get your brother dressed." "Okay." She smiled and then ran off into her room. When she closed the door I buried my face into the pillow and groaned. Fuck why did I let last night happen? Why didn't I just make him go downstairs and sleep alone? We stirred up old feelings that we should've stopped having awhile ago. He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me in close. I felt his 'morning wood' against my ass. I used to love when he did this when we were together, I still do but I know I shouldn't.
I broke out of his embrace and walked to the bathroom connected to his room. I got undressed and climbed into the shower letting the water fall over me for awhile before I started washing everything. I make life decisions during these moments. I got out of the shower and almost had a heart attack. Colson was standing there and shaving his little beard. "No don't get rid of all of iiiiiittttt." I whined out of habit, everytime I caught him shaving I would whine and he would leave a little bit of scruff on his chin just for me to play with. Even though it annoyed him. He smiled at me. "I'm not girl." "I like the chin scruff." I whispered and then walked I to the room to get dressed. I threw on some gray leggings and red spaghetti strap tank top and then went into Blake's room. He smiled when I walked in the door and started bouncing. "Good morning my handsome little man." I picked him up and changed his diaper and got him dressed then went downstairs. After breakfast we went to the movies with the kids,and to the park, and then out to lunch. The kids had passed out on the way home since it was around bedtime we went home to put the kids to bed and then met in the hallway. I looked up at him and he smiled down at me. "What do you want to do now while they sleep?" He smirked at me reaching for my hips. "I'll go clean the kitchen." I turned on my heal and started to walk towards the stairs but Colson came from behind and scooped me up. "Don't you wanna change into one of my shirts and tie the bandana around your head first?" He whispered in my ear and gently bit my earlobe, carrying me back to his room. I whimpered and shrugged. "okay." He set me on his bed and my reaction was to grab his face. I told myself not to kiss him so I stared into his eyes. I heard him suck in a breath. He didn't move. He just stayed still and stared back at me. Gently rubbing his cheek and tracing his lips with my thumb I smiled at him kissing his forehead. "I'm gonna go clean." "No. Stay." He whispered and grabbed my hand that was rubbing his cheek. "Please stay. Please come back. Love me. Please." He begged. I had tears in my eyes. Could I do this all over again? Did he deserve another chance? Everyone deserves a second chance right?
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