The next morning i woke up to K snoring, I wanted to wake him up and tell him to go sleep in the livingroom but we had a rough night last night so i decided to let him sleep i sat up and stretched then looked back at K. He slept with his arm across his stomach and and a hand behind his head. I looked at his chest that had a bruise on it, i frowed. i felt so bad. i kissed him softly on his bruise and his mouth twitched. Slowly and careful not to wake him i pulled the covers up and crawled under sliding his boxers down and slipping him into my mouth, i tried giving him the best 'I'm sorry.' head ever. I heard him groan as he lifted his hips pushing himself deeper into my mouth. "Shiiit, you got good at this." he moaned quietly and pulled on my hair. I sped up and looked up at him,his eyes were squeezed shut and he was biting his lip finally he fiinished and i came out from under the covers. "Was that you saying sorry?" he smirked pulling up his boxers as I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. when i came back he was already dressed in a white v neck red jeans and his black boots. He turned to look at me pulling his hair up into a bun. "Hey I have a few interviews and shit like that I have to do today, then I'll be back okay?" He gave me a quick kiss and then headed for the door. "Don't you want breakfast?" "There will be food there,why don't you get some sleep, you don't look like you slept well last night... I'll get you back when I get home." He winked and then left. I sighed and crawled into bed and passed out.
3 MONTHS LATER
"Colson... Colson the baby is crying..." I whined as he groaned and put the pillow over his head. "He wants your boob." I smacked him with my pillow and then got up and walked over to the crib where our beautiful baby boy was screaming his head off. He had his dad's bright blue eyes and blonde hair, and my chubby cheeks and full lips. "Blake mama's right here, Are you hungry?" I asked him just trying to get him to calm down as I picked him up and walked to sit in the rocking chair. "No shit." I heard K mumble as I sat down. "Could you please work on not cussing in front of him?" I said irritated as I lifted my shirt and helped Blake latch onto my nipple and started rocking. "Sorry." He finally said as he looked over at me, we were both exhausted and he had to leave for a three month tour in the morning, our baby was just a couple weeks old and he was already leaving, every time I thought about it I wanted to cry, I wasn't ready to do this alone. Emily is staying back to help me which JP is upset about but he understands but I still feel bad. After about twenty minutes of being fed and rocked then burped and rocked again Blake fell asleep. I put him in his crib and then crawled back into bed next to K. "He eats for a long time." Kells whispered and pulled me close. "I know, I'm sorry he woke you up baby." "It's not your fault, he'll start sleeping through the night soon, I hope." He smiled against my neck and gave me light kisses in my sweet spot. I stifled a moan as he grinded against my ass and sucked on my neck. "Wanna fool around while he's asleep?" Flipping me over onto my back and getting between my legs before I could answer he was easing himself into me at a sweet but annoying pace. " It doesn't still hurt right?" he practically moaned out the words, I shook my head lying because I knew he wanted to have sex before he left. I had my eyes closed and he stayed still once he was all the was in. " babe it hurts doesn't it.. " he said quietly and I opened my eyes and slowly nodded. He frowned and carefully pulled himself out and then walked to the bathroom. A few minutes later he came back and laid down with his back to me. I snuggled up to him and put my chin on his shoulder. "I'm sorry." I whispered as I watched him sleep.
I woke up to K sitting in the rocking chair laughing at Blake and then i heard Blake giggle. it was the cutest thing i've ever heard, and the look on K's face was priceless. "Baby! he laughed!" "I heard it K" i smiled and sat up. Slim walked in to our room. "Yoo Kells, its time to go, we gotta hit the road." Colson never took his eyes off me and i tried not to look upset. "will yall walk me out?" i nodded and slipped on my robe and then wrapped Blake in his blanket before grabbing K's hand and walking downstairs I stared at the tour bus as K bent down and kissed Blake's forehead "I love you buddy, Hold down the fort while I'm gone lil man." Then he pulled us both into his long arms and gave me a sweet kiss. "I love you baby girl." he whispered against my lips and then walked onto the bus without another word. In the back of my mind i wondered why he was acting so weird but i pushed that thought away and watched as the bus turned down the block out of my sight.
sorry this has taken so long, i just dont have the urge to write anymore and i suck, let me know if you have any ideas and stuff and ill see what i can do, until next time.
