(Kells POV)
I fucked up...
I can't believe I did that to her, to my son. I walked downstairs and saw JP and Emily making out on the couch i smirked and cleared my throat. Em gasped. "wassup bro?" JP said as he fixed his pants. " I was wondering if I could talk to your girl for a minute?" maybe i could get on her could side and when Serenity comes to talk to her she'll vouch for me. She nodded and got up and then followed me out to the front porch. " So I cheated on her..." "Um.. wow...okay and?" "She's kicking me out... she won't even let me explain." She shook her head. "What is there you explain Kells? you said you loved her, you had a baby with her and now just because you were on tour you think you can fuck around? you know she told me your relationship was too good to be true... I told her to give you a chance but you proved her right." She gave me a look of disgust before i could even respond she went inside and locked the door. i had a key since i lived here but i knew if i tried to go back in it would make things worse. I got in my car and drove over to Slim and Dub's house. I knew my room was set up because i would stay with them when i had events in Cleveland.
Just as I pulled up and shut the car off Dub was coming outside with and over night bag. I smirked and got out. " Sup bruh? where you goin?" he put his bag in his passenger seat and then got in. "I'm goin over to Em and Serenity's, she needs me." I was shocked. "I guess it's true what they say to get over a man you just get under another right... well you let her know that i got a few girls comin through, see how she feels about that." I refuse to let him see how upset i was. damn it didnt even take long for her to call up another muthafucka. I shook my head. "Ay just to let you know i aint fuck her yet since i been home and she was just on her knees bout to suck my dick so she nice and ready for you." I turned to walk into the house when I heard a car door slam when i turned around Dub shoved me to the ground. "What the fuck is wrong with you nigga?! Don't you know that girl loves you? she spread her legs for you, the first time she ever she gave that shit up was to you, she had your baby Kells! That girl is heart broken because of you...my best friend had to fall in love with you, and you just gon' sit here and talk shit about her like that... damn shame." "Yeah she in love with me but she gon call you up? She couldn't have gave herself some fuckin time? And you're gonna run over there and fuck her while she's heartbroken? That's fucked up." "Nah what's fucked up is I tried stopping you from fucking that girl when you got Serenity and Blake at home and you said who is that?" He went and got in his car and drove off. I got up and dusted myself off and then went inside and straight to my room.
(Serenity POV)
I sat on my bed changing my homescreen wallpaper to a picture of Blake and I going sown the slide, I looked so happy. I had packed some of K's clothes in his suitcases and dragged them down to the front door and started taking down our photos of me and him from around my room when Dub walked in and hugged me from behind. I spun around in his arms and hugged his neck. There was always something about his hugs that made me feel safe, and happy. He kissed my head. "Aww shit I like your shirt." he smiled tugging on the end of it. I smiled, i had thrown k's shirt in the trash and changed into my Dub-O shirt that I had made awhile back. Dub walked over to the crib and picked up Blake. "Look at my god son, ooohh you gettin big." he laughed and sat on the bed. I placed all the pictures neatly in a drawer and then sat on my bed grabbing the remote. Dub handed me a bag with junk food. "yayy chocolate." i smiled and grabbed a cookies and cream hershey's bar. " My favorite.. you know me so well!" I leaned over a kissed his cheek.
I looked at the clocked that read 3am i couldnt fall asleep, I had even asked Dub to spoon with me, which he was doing right now and I had Blake laying in my arms I was pretty comfortable but i just couldnt sleep. when i finally closed my eyes trying to let sleep take over me my phone chirped. i carefully leaned over and grabbed it. i sighed. it was too late, or early for this.
K: Baby I know you're probably sleeping but i just wanted you to know that I'm sorry. i love you i really do. I don't know why i fucked that girl. Being drunk isnt a good enough excuse. Maybe I was just afraid of fully giving my heart to you or some other soft shit. I'm an idiot and i don't know what to do to make you forgive me. i cant sleep and i barely got any on tour, i need you and Blake in my arms for that. Please let me come home.
I sighed and deleted the text and snuggled closer to Dub, finally passing out. I woke up then next day around noon. I looked at the clock confused and then put a pair of sweats on then went over to Blake's crib to change his diaper. To my surprise he wasnt in there. I quickly ran downstairs and saw Dub sitting on the couch with Blake on his lap. "Morning beautiful." He smiled at me, I grabbed Blake from his lap and he whined a little but snuggled into my chest. "why didnt you wake me?" "You looked like you needed some sleep and he's been up since like 7am, so i thought i would take care of him til you woke up... K's on the front porch Em won't let him in... she set his stuff outside though." he said softly. I felt my heart start to beat faster. "I can make him leave." Emily smiled an evil smile. I giggled. "No, I got it." I slipped on a hoodie and went outside, K sat on the steps with his head leaning against a pole and his eyes closed. He didn't where a shirt and it was freezing outside. I quietly sat next to him and when he didn't move I kicked his foot. He sat up and opened his eyes with a pissed off look but once he realized it was me his face softened. "Why are you here Kells?" "I wanted to talk to you, and to get my stuff, and see my son." "I have nothing to say to you, Blake is spending time with his God father right now." I got up and went inside and up to my room. Blake would be fine with Dub for a little longer. I closed my eyes trying to relax until I heard commotion from downstairs and sasquatch feet coming down tge hall. My door swung open and I was greeted with a red faced angry Kells. "You're gonna listen to what the fuck I have to say!"
